So I was thinking. All this stuff, all this toiling around, all this “making it work”. All this sexual love for Lindsay Lohan. What does it all mean? Why lust and love and hate and waste? Is there any other measure of existence other than this ejaculate? Seems silly to suggest that somehow one is responsible “to the death” for honoring the spew all over one’s hands. Yuck.
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i dont know how someone dare say my post was wierd after reading this…
z,
you’re funny !
very glad to know you’re thriving. Many blessings here !
To respond to your topic, offering a side dish, here’s the video.
youtube.com/watch?v=bzMnhaXms6k
And don’t be put off by his voice, though kind of commanding.
He’s different from the stunt effect by abrupt elevating voice that adopted by most commanding salesmen to push sale to make believe.
Wish I knew, there are still some people out there who aren’t hypocrites.
The least I can do here is to raise my thumb, applauding to those saints and heroes.
And the poster “29” has some interesting videos too if you find fit to explore.
(please excuse my non-detailed descriptions of those link and related, to avoid attention from the evil groups.)
‘very glad’? ‘very glad’? what kind of language is ‘very glad’?
ha! fireflieslite, Lindsay Lohan has borderline personality disorder, just like me. She acts that way not because of Adderall but because her mind splits constantly, as mine does, constantly, between two realms, dark/evil and light/good. I have been sedated lately, for my own good by a prescribing doctor, so that’s been good. I have been working out, though, getting outside. I still wish to die, I feel I missed my window a few years back. I should’ve, in 2007 when I was feeling the most romantic about suicide. Here is that emotion in 2007, when that romance was at it’s peak…
youtube.com/watch?v=T6oKhMPemjY
z,
stretching exercise is real good to ensure blood flow to drain out the waste from the veins.
People always misconcepted that heart-pumping exercise is good to ensure blood flow, but that only apply to arteries.
Most suicidal people or people with hate attract or being drawn to negative energies or environment.
In your video, it clearly demonstarted.
It’s a haunted house. Oh, not the special effect they intentionally made.
It’s that the real deal they don’t realize.
At 1:33-1:35, there are a few, and one of the face on the wall as a smear is there, over the head of the guy who leans against the wall.
z, keep being nice to yourself, ok ?
(to other people: well, it’s just a smear, never intended for argument)
fireflieslite, the video is filmed where they filmed the film Se7en with Brad Pitt or something or other. The point is, the song is powerful, and him standing there with the flowers in the end makes my heart weep….
I am a little late on things, the album/song came out in 1997 and it took me until 2007 to know it existed, at least that particular song.
z,
You wept at the white flowers scene at the end ?
might be the stirring of emotion of feelings of the pureness of soul, the beauty of life as if the white blooming flowers that were all but in control by someone’s hands holding, as if a sacrifice to be, in an instant will be just like trash be thrown mercilessly onto the floor.
Simply it was just a devil’s calling, and not your willing might wish.
mmm…no, not exactly. Why must you associate the song and the video with something dark-sided? I’m a borderline and I am all too familiar with such things. The song is beautiful, as is the video. This world is dark and jagged and gooey, as represented in the video. All Faith No More is doing is uncovering that layer of reality. The flowers are a gesture, the throwing is another, impulsive, as many of us are….