Can anyone advise me on if there are any ‘suicide pacts/cults’ in the UK? I have searched online but of course typing that in just brings up past famous ones that made the media, I doubt it would be legal for anyone to advertise such a thing so blatantly. I recently watched a 2 hour video about ‘Heavens Gate’ which was a suicide cult in the states. I have no interest at all in their beliefs about UFO’s etc but I don’t care, I would gladly pretend to believe anything if I would be given an exit at the end of it with lots of other people doing the same thing, I can’t think of anything better. Plus they seem to be able to obtain the correct ‘poisons’ that make the suicide itself a lot easier than me hanging myself or something.Â
This started when I tried endlessly to search for nembutol (and similar drugs) but to no avail. There ARE doctors who are willing to give the correct drugs for a suicide , but unfortunately I am not in such a privileged position. This is my last attempt at dying in a manner of my first choosing, so if anyone has any leads at all that they can give me please do so. I am going to try this  for another week then I will just have to face hanging myself, which I have prepared as my plan b.Â
Can I please just say, that I am not in anyway unsure and I would like to kindly ask anyone who wishes to try and talk me out of this not to. Thank you.
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I don’t think they would ‘advertise’ anywhere sumo, and I doubt given their secretive nature, that anyone would know of any either. These things only tend to come out in the press or they would be stopped wouldn’t they? With suicide, you’re pretty much alone.