Can anyone advise me on if there are any ‘suicide pacts/cults’ in the UK? I have searched online but of course typing that in just brings up past famous ones that made the media, I doubt it would be legal for anyone to advertise such a thing so blatantly. I recently watched a 2 hour video about ‘Heavens Gate’ which was a suicide cult in the states. I have no interest at all in their beliefs about UFO’s etc but I don’t care, I would gladly pretend to believe anything if I would be given an exit at the end of it with lots of other people doing the same thing, I can’t think of anything better. Plus they seem to be able to obtain the correct ‘poisons’ that make the suicide itself a lot easier than me hanging myself or something.Â
This started when I tried endlessly to search for nembutol (and similar drugs) but to no avail. There ARE doctors who are willing to give the correct drugs for a suicide , but unfortunately I am not in such a privileged position. This is my last attempt at dying in a manner of my first choosing, so if anyone has any leads at all that they can give me please do so. I am going to try this Â for another week then I will just have to face hanging myself, which I have prepared as my plan b.Â
Can I please just say, that I am not in anyway unsure and I would like to kindly ask anyone who wishes to try and talk me out of this not to. Thank you.