Just found this site. I am feeling suicidal and I made the mistake of telling my friend and now everyone is causing me so much sht and now my life is even more hell. The horrible thing is that none of them seem to care about how i feel they just care about making me stay alive. Like my mum now keeps shouting at me saying what do you want?? What will make you happy?? like she can go to the shop and get it for me and it makes me cry and feel scared that im pissing everyone off but i really havent got anyone to talk to who wont just bark orders at me. im so lost right now
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That really sucks. Im sorry your friends and family are acting this way, I can totally relate, my mom is just the same. Moms are just like that, my grandma says that moms tend to freak out when they work so hard to make things work and then everything falls apart. –I dunno she was just telling me that one day. lol– But I guess what it means is that your mom probably knew you as a young girl, being bright and funny and happy — I dunno if you were like that so sorry if makes no sense–, but now that you are depressed she doesnt know what to do, like things arent balanced anymore. I think I said that right, does it make any sense? I hope you are still here, best of luck!
Here’s an idea; why don’t you try showing your mum this site? She can read the posts watch some videos and ‘enlighten herself’ ? I’m sure she would be eager to know why you feel this way