the title says it all.
those words came out of someones mouth who also wants me to be able to tell them everything and anything thats bothering me.
thats okay.
confusion makes the straight edges easier to wield.
in the long run, i don’t matter, i know this.
)if i grow up anymore, i’ll fucking die)
you’ll never find this, cruel world, you’ll also move on, and be happier.
they think i am just a drama case.
they’ll never see me for who i am.
silence is deadly, and a favorite among those who don’t really care.
i’ve been holding back, but it wont be long now.
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I don’t understand if someone wants you to be able to tell them everything, and to open up to them, why they would be so harsh as to say something like that; however, I know people who have done the same thing to me. It’s hard to trust that person if they want us to be honest with them about our feelings, yet the criticize us for doing so. Why do they think you are a drama case? In my experience, I know a few people who a lot of people thought just wanted to start drama, but they really weren’t doing anything of that sort, they just needed a friend to listen to them. I don’t understand what you’re going through, or how you are feeling right now, but if you want to talk about it of just need someone to vent to, I’m here.
I can get where you are coming from- the people who mind don’t matter and the people who matter don’t mind… Keep that in mind…..emotional abuse is so hard, I have been there- you are good enough- all too often the person absuing is the one who is feeling out of control and emotional and verbal abuse breaks you slowly… Slow enough almost to the point that you won’t realize how much you are cracked and damaged until its almost too late
The only “ruin” I see – is the other person ruining you… Dig deep and find yourself… Your in there – just brush away the spitty words that come out of their mouth and full the cracks they made
Ah the deadly emotional abuse. Yes this might sound stupid but why listen to them? They’re not you. They don’t have rights to judge you. If they even try to do anything grin along and laugh, don’t let them enjoy your pain.
Your in there, don’t let them bury you, find yourself and know that not matter what happens. Their are better people out there. People who will care and these people just happen not to be it
Don’t lose don’t let them enjoy your pain.