i hate life. if i was given the chance to end it right now, i wouldnt think twice about it. i just want to not exist anymore. i dont want to commit suicide incase i fail and become a vegitable or just be know as the attention seeker. because i am not seeking attention. i have never told anybody how i feel. i feel unloved and empty most days. i feel guilty most days as i have a good life, good friends, mom who loves me. and i am an ungrateful *****. but i feel like each day is just a drag. i dont think if i will help change the world so its not gonna hurt anybody even if i died. i am 21 and in all those years i have only felt happy when i was little. i am just miserable with life and unhappy. i dont think i want to change it i just want to end it!
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Wow, I feel exactly the same. I’ve wrote that same thing many times. Except I’m not 21. But everything else is the same. Bu I don’t have any advice , just wanted to say your not alone.
You feel your existance is un-needed but do you know that by killing yourself that many people would be sad? Hurt even? Everyone is important, everyone is needed.
Life isn’t going to change much with you like that and what if you end your life? Are you going to get relief? Are you going to be any happier?
Happyness starts with you. If you aren’t happy about your life, change it, make it happy.