I know that I’m a nice person, but how can I be when I cause so much pain to others like my friends and family. Everytime I look I have hurt someone else that I really care about. Cut to make the pain go away but as soon as I feel good I hurt someone. I don’t know why I do it, it just happens. So I just keep cutting because I don’t know what else to do with myself. As hard I try to be nice it keeps coming out the wrong way and someone is hurt again. I think it’s time to end my life so I can’t cause anymore pain. I just can’t take it anymore I hurt everyone. By the smallest thing I could get my dad so mad it raise his blood pressuser he could have a heart attack that would kill him. And now I just hurt my only real friend where I might never talk to her. I just want to die so bad right now! And maybe I should.