Hi, my name is Steve, I came on here last night and I’ve been reading through many posts on here, a lot of which are yours. Hope you don’t mind me speaking with your directly?
I noticed that very recently you have joined a post of a woman who is talking about spirituality (which seems to be your speciality) and I can’t help but say to you that your responses are depressing and just confirm what that lady is saying even more, I’m sure she sees that and knows it to be pointless in responding to you, although I hope she does.
Not just this post, but many of your posts make me hate what’s going on in this world even more, I’m not saying that your posts are bad, they’re not, they are doing there purpose on here I’m sure. But Niki, I read that link of Splinter that you talk of and I gotta say bud, why are you preaching about him when you haven’t heeded his advice at all? I’m sure he’s turning in his grave knowing your using his name in vain.
There seems to be two ends of a broken society here;  Those who enjoy this life and are completely ignorant to what/who is bribing them. And then are the ones who can see the what/who is bribing them and they don’t like it – who would? But those people (you included here) think that dealing with that system is to learn more about it and what is happening to them, where do they do that? Online mostly (which is controlled by the government).  I’m not saying that what you find online is ALL lies, but surely you’re bright enough to at least accept that it quite possibly is? As Splinter found out the long and hard way?
You talk constantly of the purpose of being human is to learn. But the ONLY way you are learning is through a government regulated system, through this they continue to feed you EXACTLY what they want to. The only thing you can ever learn is from experience. I went to work with some individuals in Belgium where the biggest pedophile rings was being investigated (which all evidence clearly shown it to be the ‘establishment’ Â but we were met with brick walls at every stage. Police were constantly taken off the case, the judge was dismissed and 20 witnesses were killed. Despite bodies of many children being found, no tests were done and no reports given. I joined the protests. 5,000 citizens left work and protested outside the court.Â
If you are interested I can give you information on this (but I appreciate not everyone wants to be bothered with knowing such filth).  Those protestors knew the world is wrong and they feared what on earth they are dealing with and they didn’t like it, they downed tools and made a stand. But where are they all now? Everything gets brushed under the carpet over and over again. There are MANY similar situations in the US which involve the Bush family (the biggest pedophile ring) (Skull and Bones secret society which the bush’s are high members of and they ADMIT it and also most high powered men, judges, corporation leaders, big name celebrities etc, look this secret society up it’s a satanic cult and they regularly sacrifice children to preform their witchcraft – I haven’t just pulled this information out of my arse and I’m not talking ghost stories here, if you investigate you, you get the truth it there – I’m sure just like Splinter did). 3,000 children go missing EVERY SINGLE DAY in the US alone! Which are never found! You have to know how to obtain these figures (anyone can do it if you do it correctly and lawfully) but they are not available in other easier ways, which the law says they must be.Â
I could go on and on about this sort of stuff and a lot more. What I want to point out to you Niki, is that you are one of those people that despite hearing the truth (just a little bit of it) you feel you have taken something from it and somehow grown or learned from it, when really you have done what we are all programmed to do – FORGET, DON’T BELIEVE or MISS the very harsh message.
If you have a purpose Niki, it is NOT to find your pretty little purpose of some spirituality. Your fellow men are being mind controlled, raped and murdered RIGHT NOW and they come onto that TV screen and smile at you and you buy it. We all do. Even when we know the truth, we still only take from it what is a comfortable amount.
I did not go as far as Splinter, I dread to think what he saw and went through – I’ve seen enough and it haunts me and he said something in his post that pierced my heart like a bullet and it was that he just cannot live with these images in his head knowing he can’t fight it. Too few people actually do anything. It takes the whole world, or the majority of it to stop, down tools – just stop feeding this machine. Even those on here who are suicidal wouldn’t even consider that WHICH IS INSANE!! seen as what have they got to loose anyway?
Youtube is so government regulated you can safely assume that everything on there is either pointless drivel, or it is purposeful lies TO KEEP YOUR MIND ON YOURSELF AND OFF THE TRUTH. You can rest safely assured Niki that the only thing you need and should be learning if you say you have a ‘pure heart’ is to stand up for the human and be prepared to die for it. I can promise you that when people say on here over and over that life has no point – they are right, that’s the truth inside of themselves. Those that know the truth don’t do anything about it, instead they go in search of their own little personal mission, or only group together with other pretty like minded people.Â
Everyone is disagreeing on here, you get the spiritual ones, the ones who seem ‘godly’ and offer empty advice of ‘you’re life is worth living’ ‘please stay alive’ and then you get the ones who seem aggressive due to hating life and everyone here. WE ARE ALL THE SAME, but we fear even each other – that’s exactly how it’s meant to be – FEAR. Everywhere, in every aspect of your life, even when you think you’re being spiritual. Being spiritual isn’t some ‘gift’ everyone is spirit more than body. People fear those telling them the truth as are programmed to put it down to conspiracy or that the person is clearly mental, but I could take anyone’s hand and SHOW you truth and it would BLAST your mind control apart. I could do that with EVIDENCE, not trickery, not illusions or my ‘beliefs’. I would have loved to have found out that it wasn’t as bad as I thought, instead it turned out to be so horrific that in some ways I was sorry that I ever explored it. I WANTED it to be lies, conspiracy, but I SAW that it wasn’t.Â
Sorry Niki, I’m sure you’re a lovely person, you seem to be, but please believe me from someone (me) who has gone a small way down the rabbit hole – you’re very very lost and you’re barking up the wrong tree. But I guess it feels right and nice to you doesn’t it? So that’s all that matters. Your real purpose in life is not very comfortable I’m afraid so why try to find it? Most of us end up dead or very troubled – but you know the only reason people give up this mission (like myself and Splinter) is because mankind is not in support of the truth. Mankind has been made to be dumb, we have lost. And if you really believe in this ‘indigo children’ (which is just a very pretty description of spiritual people which have always been here, we are ALL indigo children, another clever scheme to make some feel like higher beings to set them up to be ridiculed by everyone else – and there is more of the everybody else than there is of you!) if you really believe this and the whole 2012 and the ‘shifting in human consciousness’ then  take that as a sign that we are all in danger and enough is enough! It’s time to do something about it.
Those who don’t want to do anything about it WILL PERSISH either at the hands of the system or through mental  confusion and an eventual hate of this life. ‘God’ (whatever that is) has a funny way of making us suffer either with illness, old age, or mental upset if we don’t ACT.Â
How can you say what you are saying about things changing Niki when you appear ignorant to the TRUTH even now? What the f@ck is it you’re looking for? It’s a classic example of someone spending all day looking for their spectacles when they were on the end of his nose all along. The TRUTH isn’t some hidden spiritual magic – it’s inside you, but you don’t trust it. You’re putting more trust into the system (internet etc) than in yourself.
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Everyone’s ignorant Steve and it disgusts me. I try to tell people about this stuff but no-one wants to hear it, they are actually so thick that they think if they bury their head in the sand they will be okay – the human is dying and we’re letting it happen. You’re right, only action (or inaction, like downing tools) will work.
Niki, you said in a reply to someone else on here (sorry I forgot which one) but it was about the jews and you said something like ‘haven’t we learned tho not to do that now’ that really made me burst out laughing!! Cause we’re ARE doing it now but on a an even BIGGER scale!!! Don’t you see? No you don’t so what’s the point. Sad but true.
Mater: I agree – we are like the jews in those camps when freedom was available, they didn’t believe it! We are worse than that now, freedom IS available but we don’t believe it so niki you are plain stupid to think we have learned from that. And you talk about the buddha teachings in ignorance also! What he taught is now being trampled on by the system and the public and even your own ignorance is trampling over it, why else would those monks be killing themselves?? I don’t see you physically going and making a stand for those monks whose rights have been taken away? You don’t even KNOW that it has you’re so ignorant!
Please don’t talk of what you don’t understand and use peoples teachings in vain, it’s disrespectful.
i dont agree at all when you give up the object or thing gets worse i can see you both have givin up. the jews would you kill a jew? i dont think you would as your one of the small amout that eather wanted to help or had a problem with the earth and relised its not what it should be. niki is a person that just has faith in the earth and knows it could change. if you manange to get through to every person on this earth would there be a problem. no . hard as it might be it is possble. we have been tought the wrong lessons you said that. well we can learn new ones cant we? mater not sad but true. very hard but true
Love this post, if people could fully understand it they would see that the ONLY truth is this and really everything else which is discussed on here revolves around that.
What Steve talks if is complete fact and truth, my husband has been one who ACTS about this, he goes all over the world joining groups (he’s currently in Australia) there are more and more people seeing this truth, even those with a lot to loose are speaking up like the well known US news reporter broke into the Bohemian Grove summer festival which is the offshoot of the Skull and Bones secret society. Over 2,000 people were at that festival (remember that the Bush’s are the owners or funders of this society) loads of recognisable faces. The ritual he filmed was massive, it was a clearly a satanic ritual and they burned a lifesize effergy of a human body on the fire and all chanted “be gone you wretched ‘care'” and the ‘effergy’ screamed ferocious screams once placed on the fire (was it real?). Now Bush has even admitted on TV that he is a member but he laughs it off like it’s a joke, this is NO JOKE. But he puts his faith in just how dumb the human race is, when even faced with the truth we still don’t act. We are taught to ridicule stuff of this scale (it just CAN’T be true, can it?)
I agree with what you say Steve too about other things; I came on this site a few days ago, I found it by accident and I was interested to the reasons why people are wanting to top themselves. I would love the advice given to be of any worth (and I suppose if it makes a person stop for even 1 day and re-think their suicide then it has some worth I suppose) but in the long run it has no REAL worth, it’s sad that we are all still just trying to ‘band aid’ each other when that is futile in the long run. We’re all so painfully deluded to the big picture.
kyleprosser: I’m afraid I can’t understand your point on killing a jew? I think you may have missed the point entirely of what has been said. Maybe you could clarify the point you’re making for me?
You talk that it is sad that ‘I’ have given up – I am not suicidal so what exactly do you mean? Are you suggesting that I take my journey further and meet with me being murdered or put in jail (as what happens to many others) instead of my stepping back and trying to make people aware?
Whilst I would LOVE to talk to you (I really mean that sincerely) but I just cannot have a conversation that is lacking of any worth on your part. You live your life that you have an understanding of and leave others to their lives with their understanding, if we at least only had THAT respect for each other, the world would be a slightly nicer place to live. Again, I am more than happy to have a conversation, even a debate with anyone about this truth, but that person has to at least understand what is being discussed/debated.
Kyle what on earth are you talking about? I don’t understand your reply at all, it makes no sense. Seems to me you read a post (that you have no understanding of) and put your two penneth in, which may as well be some alien language. Blimey, is THIS how bad a state we are all in?
Go stick to jumping onto peoples suicide notes and injecting further hate of themselves by telling them that they are shit for leaving their loved ones to all this crap – great advice man, talk about kick a dying person in the head!!
Steve; Love the post, thanks so much for taking the risk to post this, people to NEED to know! I have researched this stuff for a while and it has made me suicidal. It’s not the truth itself that has made me suicidal but the fact of the ignorance of mankind, even my own friends and family and it’s a horrible place to be. I did join a group in London which has been brilliant, it’s over 3,000 strong now!! And continuing to grow which gives me hope, but even with all the work of these groups, there is no way of getting the message through to people, even if you tell them to their faces and show them the proof, which is another very harsh truth for me to have to bare, which grinds me down everyday.
Mater: love your point about the Jews and our comparison to them, so perfect!
Kyleprosser: I catch catch your point, think it’s gone over my head or something or you haven’t explained it very well?
if you had taken the time to read it properly you might understand. would you like me to split up the sentances abit? you talk about telling things how they are. then you moan when i point out what effect it will have others lifes. well well best case senario she understand that. and doesnt do it. her famly wont have the pain of her dien. and she wont die. and will have more time to recover. and also dont give me that kick a dien person in the head guilt junk.if u want to play silly games im bipolar and have 3 seprate personalty disorders. and u lay the guilt treatment on someone with a sever illness.ure just as bad.im not replying its a complete waste of time.ive dealt with idoits like you two before. you will not change for the better BYE xx
I wasn’t suicidal when I came on this site (about 2 weeks ago) I just hated life and felt really lost. But after being on here I am now suicidal, this is why;
People that respond to those who leave either suicide notes and screams of help, with ‘think of your loved ones, how can you do that to them’ just SCREAMS ignorance and bloody mindedness, it actually makes me sick. And all this bs about finding your purpose is another form of sick materialism, yet they don’t see it, it’s the ultimate EGO talking, yet they chose to find their purpose in a higher realm than us scum in the material gutter. We are all the same!!! Are only purpose is to help each other not attack each other. And if you’re so trapped in your dumb ass head that you think making someone (who already feels really shit) that they are ‘wrong’ for wanting to kill themselves, then we really do have a totally fucked up society.
If you wanna help someone on here HELP THEM!!! Do something you pretentious bastards! Don’t just tell them to find their purpose! That’s like telling someone in that state to go and catch a star in their pocket.
Help is in ACTION not words. I agree though, kind words CAN help some people. But it is not any help in the long run. They need action, not words, they could go and read a self help book for that.
It’s like when someone commits suicide and everyone THEN says ‘oh I wish I’d known I could have done something’ YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN if you were close to them, the signs are there they’re just so busy up their own arse that they can’t see it. From every angle society makes me sick. It’s extremely rare to see real truth in this world, it is there, but it’s so rare I don’t blame anyone for packing it all in. And even when the truth is there, it is attacked and ridiculed by ignorance.
Thanks for posting some real harsh truth Steve, well done buddy.
you sure you dont want me to split the sentances abit?
and could you not of asked niki to speak insted of trying to make a fool of her by posting it on a main page?? bit harsh no?
things is that not abit of ego talking also?
Kyle: Your post is really hard to understand. I just even read it to my daughter to see if she could understand it and neither of us can. No-ones attacking you – your post really is very difficult to understand. I assume english isn’t your first language so there are some cross wires. I don’t know what the solution is. I see from your latest post that you have taken insult to someone saying that they don’t understand your response which is why I read it myself, I am promise you, it is very difficult.
Yeah I don’t understand it either – poor guy. Don’t attack him, he’s trying to say something but it must be hard if english isn’t his first language, at least he’s trying x
no^^ im just sick of the bull shit of how the world cant change. everone is in controlle of there body arnt the? why cant it change. im not attacking. im just bored of people aww it cant change aww this reson that reson. well be nice to each other for heavens sake not bloody rocket sience
No-ones attacking him x
very clear
sorry matty i didnt mean that at you
or you anna
you seem nice people im just anoye at the fact people say we cant change. that is all im trying to say
and your right my english is not very good :L
Okay Kyle, I have re-read all your posts. For some bizarre reason you have taken personal offense to my post, why that is I have no idea. Your posts also say that you have many disorders, bipolar being one of them, I don’t know why you have turned this discussion to that because it is not about that, this thread is about something entirely different. I agree with Niki on the indigo children thing and I have clearly said that in my original post. I have no idea why you have turned this post into a personal attack of you or an attack on bipolar or other related ‘illnesses’, that’s your business, not mine. You have attacked me for no reason and you have my word that I have not attacked you, why would I? I want us all on the same side not further divided.
In response to why I haven’t contacted Niki personally is because I don’t have his personal contact details, AND he has posted 3 posts on here directly to other people AND because this is a public forum and although I have posted it to Nki I thought others would be interested in what I was saying (which they clearly were).
My post is not intended to ‘attack’ Niki – he puts his views across on here on MANY posts so I am entitled to talk to him with my views publicly too. In fact, the reason I chose Niki to (and btw he’s a HE not a SHE) is because he seems rather intelligent and in tune to understanding. I have a strong feeling that HE would not take offense to my post but rather TALK instead of ARGUE.
Kyle, I hate that you have turned this post into something bad, especially seen as you have totally misunderstood it also! No-one has time to argue when the other side is talking of something entirely different. It’s not that you don’t agree with what I have said, you simply have seen something that ISN’T THERE. Why you are doing that I have no idea.
I am not your enemy, I have no reason to attack you. If this is how you go around in life then you are own enemy no-one else.
Kyle: If this was my ego talking, believe me, I am smart enough to know that there is more praise to be got from telling people what they want to hear – not what they don’t want to hear. My ego constantly takes a beating believe me.
i realy dont mind al im saying is people can change… ive seen enough in my life
I agree, people can change, that is the message I am giving. It’s easier than we think, there is nothing to fear. Like you said, ‘it’s not rocket science’. I have spotted someone like Niki on here, he is open to so many possibilities and that is so good, we need so much more of that in our society.
Do you realise that if it wasn’t for people like myself who do this that your life would be so much worse? There are still people in the police, in government and in councils and court houses who constantly are fighting this system for YOU, for ME, for my PARENTS for HUMANLIFE. I have met countless ex policemen who have been forced to leave the force due to them being appalled at what they are being asked to do, these people now study this system and try to bring awareness, same with court houses and governments. These people risk their own lives or at least their reputation in society to get a message across. This world would already be under communist law if it wasn’t for some people that refuse to be brainwashed. There IS hope, but as long as people are blind to it and rebel against the wrong person, we will fail.
This truth is so thin now, it’s hanging by a thread and it’s about to snap. We are in a critical time here, humankind is about to be destroyed as you know it. Niki is talking about it but from the wrong angle (but at least he’s aware of SOMETHING), he’s putting his hope into a ‘magic’ that will work for us and just rise us up against the crime but it wont, that message he is giving wont be heard amongst the much louder noise of the enemy. Only action will work (or inaction). The ‘magic’ is the ability to do that.
I see life has treated you badly, we are all victims of this life because it is against us. Please put that passion and anger into stopping it for future generations.
You think like is bad now? If the grand plan goes ahead (and it already is going ahead) then life will be unbearable quite literally and then you are least likely to even be able to take your own life if you can’t stand it anymore) You can’t even imagine what faces you, which is why I am trying to make people aware or it so they know what they are facing.
I absolutely applaud you for your post Steve and EVERYTHING in it xxxxxx
u are saying extactly what im trying to say… why am i being misuderstood.im saying we need to change… what is hard about that. i run a homeless shelter. and have 7 homeless staying with me. i fight for better purpose but protesting and fighting fire with fire does not work. if you tell someone to do somthing they will not do it. that is what im trying to say. yes i think the world is bad but it can change. sorry my english is bad.yes life has treat me badly and im better for it. i have helped over 1000 people in my life get jobs get life back on track but simply telling the doesnt work.
u think i dont no what goes on the goverments making money of peoples misery things like raising prices of elctrys and water so we cant afford lots im not stupid can you speak about more simply though my english is not 100%. your making me out to be stupid i just dont complety understand all of the words
we are 100 percent brain washed ino illumanati masons all that bull im not diening what you say i agree . but there is no use barking it at people you have to be nice about it
i realy do not want to speak about this anymore as im being misuderstood. please do not reply if u want to make a diffrence to a person
kyleprosser i understand what you are saying.
you are trying to say
there is no reason telling us the promblems and not back it up
but do something and convince people in a nice way to try change
you are not shouting them i understand what you are saying
i understand your point of view and its very true.
come on give the guy a break hes trying his best at least hes making effort to try speak in english
Kyle: I’m not telling anyone to ‘do’ anything, I am trying to make them aware of the truth, when they are aware of it, not by force but by them seeing it for themselves, then they WILL do something all of their own accord. That’s what the truth does.
The reason you can’t tell someone to do something is because it is not ‘their’ truth, only yours, until they see and feel it for themselves, thus able to make it their truth also. Which, is why it’s pointless to tell someone to keep on living for instance (it’s not bad to tell someone to stay alive, it’s just ultimately pointless because your truth of life is not theirs), you see? All you can do to keep someone alive is to make your truth THEIR truth with action. Which is what you are doing by opening you home to the homeless, I commend you for that Kyle, you’re a rough diamond.
Also, this truth that I am giving doesn’t require anyone to ACT, it actually requires people to NOT act. By simply going on strike. The reason I am on this suicide site is because I feel that reaching those who feel that the only option they have is to kill themselves, that there could be something for them either to ‘give up’ over, as in stay alive but refuse to live by the rules of society (giving their feeling of what’s the point a REAL purpose) or in fact, to die over. I am not trying to get people to stay alive nor am I trying to get them to die, I am just trying to give some REAL reasoning to why they feel so hopeless and lost.
See we’re friends Kyle, not enemies.
Niki mentions a book in one of his posts from Mary Croft, about how to opt of financial extortion that is happening to all of us. Some people have paid attention to that book for some time now, and they are carrying out their ‘opting out’ of society, their protest, by literally ‘doing nothing’. In that refusing to work, pay taxes, by NOT being made homeless due to that and incurring no debt. This system right now has no REAL legal stance to make anyone homeless due to not paying the rent and it has no legal stance to put anyone in jail for not paying tax. These people are busy working this law so that they can fight it LEGALLY it’s there for the taking!! But we don’t see it (like the jews with their freedom) we truly believe that we HAVE to pay all this stuff or else we suffer severe consequences, well legally we don’t! BUT, very very soon the laws will change so that that does happen and it is the law. People are fighting the bringing in of these laws as it makes slaves of us and is against our human rights (the human rights act itself is under the threat of being abolished) so there are people right now fighting for your freedom Kyle and I what I am trying to do is make people ware of that so that we can support them and assist THAT IS OUR PURPOSE surely????? To look after each other in a practical manner which will ultimately look after our ‘spirits and mental wellbeing?” not just putting band aids on the spirit but actually being a part of the solution instead of a part of the problem.
thank you everybody for your posts, and also kyle, for your caring of me. Believe me that I very much appreciate it.
and thank you very much Steve, for actually braving yourself to straight-ahead address all of this to me,.and you are right.
It is clear from your post, and also some others here, that I still know perhaps only the ‘surface’ of all of this. and I honestly admit that. Even about the whole ‘Indigo’ thing, although I’ve certainly heard about it like about a year ago,..it was only when I came into this website (strangely), and also some other funny mysterious ‘coincidence’ that happened to me in real life that, somehow, strongly signaling me to go research about this deeply.
and you can bet that I was startled by it.
But rest assured, that at this current point in my life, NOTHING, I repeat, nothing really interests me more than knowing *more* and more about the TRUTH.
Ever since I’ve read some posts here, and perhaps most startling is of Splinter’s, it’s as if my eyes are opened, to see the ‘bigger picture’, of what’s REALLY happening in this -as many of you can sense here- crumbling humanity.
Heck, I can’t even ‘function’ normal again, unlike so many ‘normal’ people.
to tell u the truth, I have been feeling *something is certainly wrong with society* starting probably last year, and it’s just getting worse & worse, that I am even sick just pluggin-in myself into another 9-to-5 endless-sacrifice working-corporate zombie.
FYI, today, just this afternoon, I escaped work again (why work if I can’t agree with the notion ‘normal’ and ‘successful’ invented by this superficial society anymore?), and just walked along one crowded street,..and I even feel that I am sort of an alien among the sea of people, I can see them laughing, talking & texting on the telephone, etc etc,..but I feel SAD, yes, SAD that because, like some of you said so well, these people DON’T know the Truth, and probably choose to remain IGNORANT! and just “continue with their daily life, Business as Usual”. it sickens me even just thinking about it!
Although I quite disagree with your one point on the Youtube & online thing being *totally* controlled by the government, ie: if that’s the case, then why you said for me to “research and look up for the secret society”? I mean, where else if it’s not from the free & vast flow informations in the internet? (remember that I’m still new to all of these, not like I’ve worked for the government, CIA, or University Research staff, or anything like that,..although I VERY much would love to, believe me, to do ANYTHING, give ANYTHING, to be able to know the TRUTH). In my humble opinion, there are actually many ‘hidden’ things that I’ve discovered that I used to never know, over the Internet, that not even ONE book is sold here about these ‘hidden secret’ kind of things in my country (I live in Indonesia, and I am an Indonesian).
But nevertheless, I am very open-minded, as always and perhaps even more, to know the ‘ugly Truth’.
here is my email address: nikiwonoto@gmail.com
and it’s not only for you Steve, but for any of you here who perhaps feel want to share, talk more personally or deeply, I would be more than happy, and honored, if you’re willing to write an email to me.
I will open my hands to you, and the Truth.
With all so many sincerity, real pains, and truths spoken here in this website,
trust me that I will never, ever disregard or judge on you (if I appear like I did so in my previous posts, I am really sorry, believe me it’s not my intention at all).
and at this current point, after knowing “what’s so wrong” with society & mankind that I can’t seem to function ‘normal’, let alone ‘successful’ in this superficial evil System, I don’t intend to go back. no, in fact, I want to go DEEPER, deeper to know the Truth.
the Truth of what’s causing all the pains, the horrors, the Big *WHY* in this mankind & humanity.
again, my email is nikiwonoto@gmail.com
I will so much appreciate for any info or email from any of you.
Now I know why I often felt “something is not right” all this time.
I guess *something* (I don’t even know what is that) is trying to show me something, for always yearning for the most Truth.
I can see what’s happening here now. Kyle is a very troubled person and feels he is being attacked or made out to be ‘stupid’ here, of course that is not the case, but this poor person is screaming out in pain in anyway he can, I feel so sorry for him. Which is why he has turned this thread into an attack on him, poor guy.
Kyle: I am so sorry for you pain, I really don’t know what to suggest is there not anyone you could talk to? Maybe someone on here could reach out to you personally? I am not in a position to unfortunately or I would.
It’s a shame that you are expecting that Steve’s post means in some way he is going to save you personally. Kyle that isn’t his intention, he’s spreading a message, a practical one to whoever will listen, he’s not trying to save anyone personally from their troubles. Please don’t attack Steve.
Kyle do you have any loved ones in your life? I am happy to talk to you on this site in some other thread??
Hey Kyle sorry buddy for your troubles, I don’t know what to say. I am not the best person to talk to about these things, I’m a ‘practical’ ‘hands on’ kind of guy, I wonder if someone here could get in contact with you and be of some comfort. I may be a rough and tumble sort of guy but I know a man in pain when I see it. Good luck buddy and I really hope someone can help you out. If you ever wanna talk to me on here pls feel free
Hey Kyle, where do you live bud? I’m in north England, I’m happy to meet you and become your friend if you can??
yes very true joan. i understand . i think hes trying to say he wants to help but he cant seem to get the words out hes trying to say that he has problems but he never let that truely stop him all it took was some care. and if the hole world had some care it would be alot better. am i right in saying this kyle?? i understand you its alright
to steve-c and everyone else here: thank you so much for all your messages, comments, and also Kyle, for somewhat *caring* and defending me up.
I have actually post a reply here, but since it got into this “awaiting moderation” damn thing again, I’ve decided to post it in new thread. Please read it. I have also put my email address there.
thank you everybody, trust me, I really appreciate what all of you wrote here, especially steve_c for being straight-forward speak as-it-is.
The Truth to all of this is what I really want to hear at this current point.
nothing more.
Practical advice: Thanks for bringing that up. I didn’t want to post anything about practical advice because I didn’t want to preach to people. Like Kyle pointed out, you can’t make people do anything. There are many avenues for you all to go down which different people (mostly Niki) has shown to you, for instance you only really need to read the Mary Croft book (see one of Niki’s posts for that title – I’m sure he could post a link to that old link again???) that’s where you need to start. Mary Croft herself has contact information in that book and contacts of other places and very specific information of what to do, she quotes laws etc.
If after reading the book and following other leads, you want to take a stand for yourself and mankind but still don’t fully understand how to practically do that, or fear being made homeless, having to go to court (btw there is no written law that says that any human being HAS to go to court, sure law books and court letters look make it look like there is, but that are fearmongering) If you get to that stage, of choosing for yourself to proceed, I will personally help you and put you in touch with those near to you who can help practically too. Believe it or not there are still some judges (not many) left in the courts that are gagging for YOU to go into court and say the right things and make a stand. Not just ‘highly intelligent’ people or high up in society people, but REAL PEOPLE like you and I. You will be very surprised.
I knew that Niki – I, like you listen to my instinct and so I’m in-tune with noticing potential and light in people.
We really can make the mistake of being too soft thinking that we are being good, in doing that people rarely speak or hear the truth and that is a very bad thing. Whilst my ultimate purpose is to help save mankind (same as everyone) too much time can be wasted in that process if we a constantly having to stop to pacify people. It’s not that I love them any less but the ultimate goal is what will really help them. I’m practical (sometimes too much so sorry guys if I offend anyone, it is never said with that intention)
yes i m sorry i mean no harm my antentions were ment to be good. im from jamica but i have moved alot i had to move away from there after my famly was muderderd as i stood up to gangs i seen alot i shouldnt that leave me quite screwed up at times but yes i just want to do right i dont have much to live for and i will fight and die for right cause i do not no where to start.
its ok kyle. do you mind me asking what the gangs were doing and tell me abit about it all? i hope i dont open wounds
they used to rape and hurt people. they came for me and my famly but i never let them the knocked me out and killed my famly. it has never leaft me. but i never seek reveage makes me as bad :L
Brilliant post, well done xx
to everyone who’s interested in Mary Croft’s reading that steve-c also mentioned, just go type in google: “Mary Croft how I clobbered every”, and it will be the 1st link, in .PDF format. download it and read it, it’s FREE.
be warned. this is big stuff. I am startled myself!
and I somehow believe that if you’re like me, you would definitely think that this is really just the *start* of discovering the ‘Truth’.
steve-c & maryy, I am now reading your links in my most recent thread, with HUGE interest! thank you for the link & info!!
if you want to share some more personal stuff or links, please feel free to email me (nikiwonoto@gmail.com), I would really much appreciate it!
like I said, there’s NOTHING interested me much now than knowing about all these ‘Truths’.
I need to keep following my instinct.
Well I just finished reading the mary croft book, WOW. So factual as well as giving clear advice, what an excellent book! I’m already researching the UK equivalent laws and I will most definitely be going forth and detaching myself from this corrupt and obviously ILLEGAL system. Basically something resembling the mafia runs this world!
Goodness, I leave for two days and return to see a post with 48 responses! I think that’s a record. Everyone should read this post (right there with ya steve) and the accompanying discussion, excellent and stimulating.
I would urge everyone to relax a little yo….people here are not your enemy. They might have some different views than you but I guarantee you share some very fundamental characteristics with them as we have all ended up here on this site…