I’m 20 with an 8 month old son. That should be enough reason for me to want to carry on my life but I feel like it’s not enough to keep me here. The love of my life left me and I found all my happiness in him. My mother well actually my whole family and I aren’t even close. So there was no one here for me but him. He told me I was worthless and that he hated me.
He was the only person that could make me smile and bring peacefulness to my life. I miss him so much and I just need him to see that I honestly loved him to death. And now he’s gone so I see no reason to keep living. I just want to die…
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He had no right to tell you that you are worthless. Everybody has worth simply based on the fact that they are a human being. You have worth, and to your son especially you are worth the world.
Sad to hear that you are not close to your family. I am here to talk. I have been very much where you are now, except that my kids are older.
One question… Did he say you are worthless in the heat of an argument, or in the pain of the split up, or did he systematically and all the time tell you that you are worthless? I am just asking because I have been psychologically abused in a previous marriage, and that’s what they (abusers) do. Not implying that that’s what has been going on for you, just asking. Even if it was one off, he had no right to say that!