One common thing I can see amongst pretty much everyone, on this site and in the world (well the vast majority anyway) is that the world is corrupt and to coin a phrase, ‘evil’. I doubt anyone really can argue against it, not anyone reasonably intelligent anyway. But the thing where we are all so divided is in either what to do about that, or in how to find our purpose in life.
This is where an ignorance, a stupidity and an overwhelming selfishness comes into play. If you were a twin and you grew up sharing a bed with your twin sister or brother and your father came into the bedroom every night and raped your twin and took them off to group rape events regularly. And you watched that siblings soul die more and more every day. You saw their bruises, you lay there every night and watched their faces looking at you for help whilst they were being brutalized. What would you do? Lets say you’re an adult inside that child (cause most are adults on here I take it?). Â Really, what would you do?
Stop for one second and think; if you knew and saw this happening, yet you chose to only occupy yourself with what’s wrong with you instead of actually helping your sibling, if you occupied yourself with this endless searching for your destiny, for your purpose instead of doing something for the victim laying next to you;  DO YOU THINK THAT IS ABSURD?
Well that is what life IS NOW. Your fellow man is you sibling. Someone is being raped right now, not just one person and not just the number of people that you have in your life, but millions more than that. Right now! As you’re reading this!
The person that’s doing the raping is your own father (metaphorically) because you live by HIS rules, you pay board and lodge to HIM. You buy food from HIM, you watch tv shows that HE sends you, you pay taxes to HIM (or the system that allows him to get away with it).
Don’t any of you see, that your purpose is to reach out and help your sibling, that THAT will fulfill you, and that THAT is what is troubling your mind and NOT the fact that you are ‘unloved, jobless, ugly, fat, old, too young, bullied, bored’ it is deeper than that. Why can’t any of you see it?? It’s clear as the nose on your face, yet you’re all looking for hidden treasure and secrets written in bibles.Â
You talk yourselves and others into thinking that even with this pain we are feeling we can use it to our own advantage by finding a true purpose, a purpose away from all the others, something inventive, something not of this world. For Gods sake, are we really all this blind???? Listen to yourselves.Â
Even if by trying to save your raped sibling, you might not succeed. You might end up getting hurt yourself. People,even your loved ones might turn against you or see you as crazy or a trouble maker. So instead, you actively chose your own comfort, your own happiness over that of your sibling. Every single day that you are on this earth.
You will NEVER be happy.
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Couldn’t agree more. This is also what Splinter was trying to say and it’s also what has killed him – the fact that his own fellow good men just don’t see it and so he is ultimately alone and I can’t blame him or anyone else for that matter for checking out of this place. Anyone that can still see anything nice is this world is under the spell of the ‘destroyer’ (so well put). Even in such desperate times (such as someone being suicidal) they simply cannot think about the big issues, it ALWAYS ends up being about them. No wonder the world is such a mess hey
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You’re speaking my language seeker09 and the language of many others on here but I think those guys are all pretty much checking out this weekend. I had some email conversations with a few guys and this weekend seems to be a departure date for many. You may only be left with the deaf and dumb folk to talk to I’m afraid.
Oh, I’m also checking out, tomorrow, so pls don’t think I am rude if I don’t respond.
Ha ha! I hear you man. Even spelling it out wont make any difference, i think Splinter tried that, it’s a lost cause man.
I managed to get hold of a contact of Splinters, a close friend of his and there are many wheels in motion to go forward with some things that Splinter started (which I assume is the action that you are wanting) so if you are not killing yourself anytime soon and would like to get involved. Email the pink girl
Ah, I think I know who you mean, I will do that. Cheers
TommyD: Yeah I know that some people are ‘checking out’ this weekend. I am on the verge myself, was going to do it today but my brother came by haha and I had to go around hiding and dismantling my tanks and shoving it all in the wardrobe! he hasn’t been over for 2 years, weird right? I’m too tired now, I have to be in the zone to do it so I’m going to see how I feel tomorrow but maybe I’ll talk about this ‘action’ stuff first.
another beautiful, sincere heartfelt post.
thank you for writing this, seeker09.
Splinter is now gone from this earth,..even I am so much saddened by it right now.., but now I *know* that his death actually is NOT in vain at all!
I would invite you all to read the ‘latest news’ about him and his case here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/splinter/ , find and read toosugary’s post (it’s currently three posts from the bottom), and you will see/notice of, ironically, how GREAT CHANGES have actually been happening, even BEFORE the death of him (Splinter).
NOW, or in fact, just yesterday that he’s dead (as you can see from Pink404’s comment at very bottom),..I am sure it will SHAKE THE HELL many ‘foundations’ and ‘thinkings’ and ‘thoughts’ of people surrounding him, people that USED to be so ‘apathetic’ to him and not care about him, people in the online world/communith that he’s been building, etc etc.
It is just so ‘sad’ and ‘ironic’ fact sometimes that people need to get things or events that will SHAKE THEM REAL HARD, such as the DEATH of someone close, to really SHAKE ’em up, slap them on their faces, and WAKE them up!
hence, my point in the LAST paragraph of my most recent thread here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/to-all-of-you-who-want-to-commit-suicide-please-read-this-first-my-current-summarizing-conclusive-thoughts-after-reading-many-posts-up-till-now , about if all else fails, making a really *Meaningful* suicide note, or message, deep and blatant (and if possible, WIDE) enough so other people can see, and hopefully, LEARN something from your message!
as for me, I still feel that it is still not my time yet,
and I’ve decided to keep living, keep living, and putting what Splinter has said (or rather, ‘taught’) me, and also your further elaboration on his teachings, seeker09, into REAL ACTS, to create the Change I want to see,…just like what Splinter has did.