oh wow not only does nobody help you in the world, i go onto online help chat people and nor do they help either, now i feel like this website nobody understands or cares either, im 2o years old and i’ve been depressed, suicidal, and hurt for 8 years now and i keep saying this but i mean it everytime, i cant take anymore i really cant but i feel that there is literally nobody that can help me so i honestly dont know what to do i want to kill myself but am still trying to figure out a good way to do it, i try and help anyone feeling the way i do because i can help people because i understand it all!…but i guess theres no help for me at all so idk it hurts so bad to know nobody gets it and to know i have nobody to talk to im so alone and so hurt and so confused and so messed up i hope i die some how!…i know what it feels like to hurt more then anyone and i know what it feels like to feel that nobody understands and nobody can help so im here!!! i just wish someone could truely actually help!
e-mail-mkafan12@yahoo.com
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I don’t know particularily what you’re going through. But I know what it’s like to feel that way at 20 years. You may add me on facebook if you like. I tend to spend more time there than I do here. Yes, I know that when you can’t find anyone to talk to that is willing to listen and acknowledge what you say it can be monumentally frustrating. Then you go online and the same thing happens. Everyone would rather tell you how they know better than really listen to you and validate what you’re feeling. I understand. So if you’d like to chat, feel free to add me or respond to this.
http://www.facebook.com/theycallmemanhattan
if i had a facebook i would add you but i dont i only stuck to myspace, mines myspace.com/olsentwin122189 …but idk thanks for takin ur time to write that, yeah and exactly everyone does wanna tell you how they know you more then listen to you…it all is just driving me crazy this suxx
Depression is the strongest emotion that can take over and it is the worst one. I dont know what you are going through and I cant say I can make it all better, but I am willing to help… i’m 22 and felt the same way, even about school my dad never let me get anything below a B. Ur right I always thought the same way… if I could end my life at least i could say I succeed and accomplish one thing in life… but its wrong because this type of accomplish would bring tears and pain to everyone… the scary thing about depression is you cant control it…. It comes when it wants to and sometimes I cant even give a reason why I am depressed, but this story is not about me and my life its about you… so if u need someone to talk to I’m here.
yeah its just always no joke 1 thing after the other and i just keep saying i cant take anymore and i just really cant its taken so much from me emotionally and phsyically and just everything and i just dont wanna be here anymore its so hard to keep going when everything keeps going wrong…idk…but my e-mail’s mkafan12@yahoo.com so talk to me if u want to…
Dear Christina!
I am with you because I used to struggle with severe depression, and suicide.
I was thinking and planning to take my life from all the difficult circumstances that were push me down.
I thought that suicide is a solution from my problems, but I was wrong.
I did not know that God had a perfect plan for my life.
In Jeremiah 29:11 God says:
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Satan was trying to prevent me from finding the plan that God had for me, but God already had a plan for me even before I was born.
God wants me to share Unconditional Love with those people who are struggling with depression, suicide, anger and other things that chain us from finding and living in Gods perfect plan.
God loves you even when you don’t see it or don’t feel it because I didn’t see or feel Gods Unconditional Love. God proved His unconditional love towards you by giving His only begotten Son Jesus Christ to break every chain of sin, depression, suicide, anger, fear, guilt, and shame.
The Holy Blood and the Power of Jesus Christ the Son of Living and Almighty God, broke and crushed every chain in my life, when I cried out to Jesus by coming to Him in prayer the way I was!!!
I felt the Loving Arms of Heavenly Father who rapped His arms around me.
I thought that Heavenly Father will not accept me, but He accepted me and welcomed me into His presence filled with Unconditional Love and Grace and Mercy!!!!
As a result: I am completely free from depression, suicide, anger, fear, shame, guilt, and all the power of sin, through Jesus Christ who shed His Holy Blood for me and all people individually!!!!
In conclusion I want to say: Only Jesus was able to fix my brokeness and fill my emptiness!!!!
Psalm 34:8
8 Taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.