I came on here to say goodbye after a few weeks of listening in and sometimes joining in on some threads. I’m surprised that there seems to be quite a few people that have chosen today also, must be some cosmic logic!Â
Well yeah, I have been trying to find some meaning in the last few weeks, in the end I have come to the conclusion that for me, there is no meaning that I want from this life. I have delved deep into the purpose of life, not just my own, but by reading and researching online, and observing others on here too. I am intelligent and 29, so not a ‘troubled teenager’ not that in my opinion, age makes any difference, and I chose death over anything that this corrupt, lost and insane world has to offer me. I do not want the ‘golden handshake’ of life.Â
I’m doing it tonight and it cannot fail. I’m not scared, a little nervous maybe, but I feel very clear headed and optimistic.