I’m supposed to be killing myself today, it’s all planned and I can’t NOT do it. I want to die so much if I don’t do it now I will do eventually anyway, but I really really want to do it. i thought is would be easier than this but I can’t seem to do it and I dont know why I never expected it to be so hard.
Please dont anyone respond to me telling me not to do it i just dont need to hear that. My plead for help is that I absolutely HAVE to do it today and it’s already getting late, I CANNOT wake up tomorrow, PLEASE someone tell me how to find the strength, PLEASE