I’m supposed to be killing myself today, it’s all planned and I can’t NOT do it. I want to die so much if I don’t do it now I will do eventually anyway, but I really really want to do it. i thought is would be easier than this but I can’t seem to do it and I dont know why I never expected it to be so hard.
Please dont anyone respond to me telling me not to do it i just dont need to hear that. My plead for help is that I absolutely HAVE to do it today and it’s already getting late, I CANNOT wake up tomorrow, PLEASE someone tell me how to find the strength, PLEASE
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“When a resolute young fellow steps up to the great bully, the world, and takes him boldly by the beard, he is often surprised to find it comes off in his hand, and that it was only tied on to scare away the timid adventurers.â€

Ralph Waldo Emerson
The strength is in you and No mater what you have it. Weakness is not the absent of strength but it shows that it is there, I hope you have the best after life and the chance for happiness.
You still don’t want to do it because you still have a will and guts to live, you still perhaps have someone precious around you that makes you consider not to suicide this instant!! I believe someone will feel very sad and desperate if you kill yourself right now. When you were born into this world, at that very moment, you lived not only for yourself, but for others. For this case, your parents. You know what? To live is a matter of gut, we all know this life is not easy to lead. All people have their problems too. Maybe all people in this website have the same level of problems as you. You are not alone. Please don’t be selfish and just takes a shortcut to end yourself. You still be able to post here is a proof that you still want to live somehow. Follow your inner voice. Take a moment with some friends you know, siblings or parents to talk about other fun things like watching a movie. At first, ,maybe just pretend that you have no problems with your life at all. Try not to think complex things, play some music, if you can, or do some sports. Even if the world happen to be such a cruel place to live, but the world still has a lot of things to be enjoyed. Try to enjoy your days like for couple of weeks more, who knows, your mind would change. I hope this would be helpful. And don’t ever think that nobody cares whether you die or not. In fact, our replies to you in this post are the proof that someone out there really needs you to be alive.