I have called in sick to work today and I am going to kill myself, I have planned it for 2 months.
I have seen posts on here where people say there is reason to live and there is hope in life. For me, there simply is not, and I think it is the same for lots of other people. Trying to encourage a person to stay alive when they are on the brink of suicide can be (not always) cruel. Are those people going to continue to be around for that person they have ‘saved’ or ‘conned’ when they relapse? Because believe me, they DO relapse! Very few people ever fully recover from being at the edge of their life like that, you can trick yourself into giving life another chance, and in a few cases that might even work, but in most, all it does is trick you into believing that life can/will be better, and then when it’s not, the fall is even worse than it was before.
Life means nothing, there is no purpose, other than material ones, so if you find joy in that then you have hope. If not, then you are doomed, either to a shitty hard life, or to committing suicide.