Today all my hopes dies. My life was soo bad from the beginning. no freedom. My parents refused to take me away from the school I used to go to because they want too feel like they did everything they could do to help me in life. Today I got my subject selection form. Guess what? I got all the basic subjects.. I didnt get any of the subjects I wanted.. I know none of this sounds like a big deal but it is. Because I always try my best and at the end I dont get any result. Slowly my hop, faith and everything dies. Theres nothing for me to live by. I found a whole lot of ways to kill my self.. now i am just gonna try one by one.. This is something that I hope i succeed in.
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Please don’t do anything yet- what options do you have class wise? What are the policies? School counselor have any advice as far as anything goes?
Hey.
Don’t ever feel like you’re not good enough, or smart enough.
Just try you’re best. And, that all that you can ever do.
Just because they didn’t give you the classes that you wanted, doesn’t mean you’re not smart enough.
They just feel like you’re not ready.
Suicide is NOT the answer. Just because that one thing in your life didn’t go the way you planned, or the way you wanted doesn’t mean you have to give up. Even if it is very important to you. You are going to have SO many opportunities later in life. You have a future. Don’t take that away from yourself. There is Always hope. Don’t give up, sweetie.
My friend, my advice is short and simple. Life is too short to be disappointed in yourself and your life to the point that suicide is an option. To be entirely honest, you can overcome basic classes with an extraordinary amount of patience. I know it seems like patience is like asking someone for a miracle to happen, but then again, miracles do happen. So just sit down and think for a few minutes, time heals alot of things as long as you strive for them. Now, Shayycee I wish you luck and I hope you read this before you have done anything. I know it seems difficult but as I said, in time, things will heal. Who knows? Maybe these classes are better for you? Something upsetting to us can teach us something that we walk away with and are smarter than many people. Maybe advice a teacher will give you or something you learn that will help your life down the road. You never know. Just give it time and be diligent.
~Dreamer~
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