Well, first I’d like to share something: http://www.explosm.net/comics/39/
I completly love this site. Completly.
Secondly, well, I don’t know, sometimes I think that if I get out of here maybe I feel a little better. Like moving to another country… Living alone. decorate the apartment, doing whatever I want. I think that would be great break the routine, a change of air. Well, I can’t do that. I’m kind of social-phobic and I think it would be too complicated, right now I’m not even able to leave my house. I’m so “safe” in here. Besides I don’t even have money to do that.
Thirdly… uhm, sometimes I think about the perfect society, the perfect world.
I imagine a world where people are rational, without religion, just cientific facts.
A world kind of without formality, where people aren’t “obligated” to go to college then find a good job where they have to use a suit and be sullen and make a lot of money.
A world where people do whatever they want, a society without taboos where people can walk naked down the street.
A place where people can really live, have fun…
A place without money, with people well educated.
A world where people can kill themselves freely and where everyone understands.
I don’t know… just a society less stressed out, where people can enjoy every second because we don’t know when we will die… so why formalize and standardize life? Why not do whatever we want?
There’s a lot of people who says that life is short (of course no one of us in this site says that) so, why not really, really living with? And of course end it when we please…
Well, like live on the edge, really live and then just kill ourselves when we want.
Quality is better than quantity, isn’t?
Fourthly, well, like my third point is kind of impossible for now…
I imagine some kind of country just with suicidal people… Where we would be together, where we live everyday with people that understand the deep dark hole of our minds.
This would work? Possibly not.
“We were too dumb to run, too dead to die”
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