I swear I fuckin’ hate this whole “awaiting moderation” thing, I’ve typed such a long reply to you & your excellent post, steve_c, but then it comes again this “awaiting moderation” thing. Luckily I have copied what I’ve wrote, and I’ll paste/write it again here:
thank you everybody for your posts, and also kyle, for your caring of me (english is also not my first language, so I really appreciate you’re taking some time to write out & translate your thoughts into english. it’s not easy).
Believe me that I very much appreciate it. and thank you very much Steve, for actually braving yourself to straight-ahead address all of this to me,.and you are right. It is clear from your post, and also some others here, that I still know perhaps only the ‘surface’ of all of this. and I honestly admit that.
Even about the whole ‘Indigo’ thing, although I’ve certainly heard about it like about a year ago,..it was only when I came into this website (strangely), and also some other funny mysterious ‘coincidence’ that happened to me in real life that, somehow, strongly signaling me to go research about this deeply. and you can bet that I was startled by it.
But rest assured, that at this current point in my life, NOTHING, I repeat, nothing really interests me more than knowing *more* and more about the TRUTH.
Ever since I’ve read some posts here, and perhaps most startling is of Splinter’s, it’s as if my eyes are opened, to see the ‘bigger picture’, of what’s REALLY happening in this -as many of you can sense here- crumbling humanity. Heck, I can’t even ‘function’ normal again, unlike so many ‘normal’ people.
To tell u all the truth, I have even been feeling *something is certainly wrong with society* starting probably last year, and it’s just getting worse & worse, that I am even sick just pluggin-in myself into another 9-to-5 endless-sacrifice working-corporate zombie. FYI, today, just this afternoon, I escaped work again (why work if I can’t agree with the notion ‘normal’ and ‘successful’ invented by this superficial society anymore?), and just walked along one crowded street,..and I even feel that I am sort of an alien among the sea of people, I can see them laughing, talking & texting on the telephone, etc etc,..but I feel SAD, yes, SAD that because, like some of you said so well, these people DON’T know the Truth, and probably choose to remain IGNORANT! and just “continue with their daily life, Business as Usual”. it sickens me even just thinking about it!
Although I have to honestly say that I quite disagree with your one point on the Youtube & online thing being *totally* controlled by the government, ie: if that’s the case, then why you said for me to “research and look up for the secret society”? I mean, where else if it’s not from the free & vast flow informations in the internet? (remember that I’m still new to all of these, not like I’ve worked for the government, CIA, or University Research staff, or anything like that,..although I VERY much would love to, believe me, to do ANYTHING, give ANYTHING, to be able to know the TRUTH).
In my humble opinion, there are actually many ‘hidden’ things that I’ve discovered that I used to never know, over the Internet, that not even ONE book is sold here about these ‘hidden secret’ kind of things in my country (I live in Indonesia, and I am an Indonesian).
But nevertheless, I am very open-minded, as always and perhaps even more, to know the ‘ugly Truth’. here is my email address: nikiwonoto@gmail.com
and it’s not only for you Steve, but for any of you here who perhaps feel want to share, talk more personally or deeply, I would be more than happy, and honored, if you’re willing to write an email to me.
I will open my hands to you, and the Truth.
With all so many sincerity, real pains, and truths spoken here in this website, trust me that I will never, ever disregard or judge on you (if I appear like I did so in my previous posts, I am really sorry, believe me it’s not my intention at all).
and at this current point, after knowing “what’s so wrong” with society & mankind that I can’t seem to function ‘normal’,.let alone ‘successful’ in this superficial evil System, I don’t intend to go back. no, in fact, I want to go DEEPER, deeper to know the Truth. the Truth of what’s causing all the pains, the horrors, the Big *WHY* in this mankind & humanity.
again, my email is nikiwonoto@gmail.com I will so much appreciate for any info or email from any of you.
Now at least I know why I often felt “something is not right” all this time. I guess *something* (I don’t even know what is that) is trying to show me something, for always yearning for the most Truth.
Thank you.
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Thanks Niki: Okay first of all, Youtube, I promise you that this is totally controlled by the government, we have inquired to the laws about it, it’s controlled (on a daily basis) by the government. We have investigated it, it’s not just something I have pulled out of my arse. However, it IS also governed by our ‘current’ law system which right now does have SOME decency to it. (pls see my recent add to the other post about the laws being about to change dramatically – a lot of laws already have – we are SUPPOSED to pass laws but the government knows too many people are on to them and so they illegally pass them themselves! High police officials have been sacked and even murdered due to apposing this) So, right now, the laws that we currently have do apply to youtube also, so yes you could get some truth on there, but if it is a truth that is about the system, you can rest assured that it will be removed within hours. Yet, people risk their freedom to keep putting things up there.
One example of this is the US man who secretly filmed the’ bohemian grove’ he went so public with it (and with hard video evidence) that the government HAD to address it, so what they did is they admitted it (they had to) but laughed about it and shrugged it off as ‘boys stuff’. And of course this will be accepted by the majority because who would WANT to believe that our leaders dress up in sheets and burn bodies in sacrificial rituals? So this guys clips are on youtube and there is not much point in taking it down (although they do keep taking it down even now) and this man STILL investigates and talks about this. I have met him personally, he gives a lot of information to our UK groups. Go on youtube and type on ‘Bohemian grove rituals” and watch them, the guy I am talking of is on there, watch them ALL.
Another example is Belgium and our protests over there, I can give you a link now but even now this link keeps getting taken down and the brave lady who keeps posting this risks her life in doing so (but what’s the point of living is you can’t even talk about our children being raped and killed? Not many want to live beyond that!!) (I just checked, and her link is taken down, but here is another one http://www.illuminati-news.com/Articles/35.html which talks about it in details also.
Niki, I have never seen any of your posts as ‘judging’ if I had I would never have contacted you.
Hi Niki, hi Steve: Just thought you guys might be interested in this link
http://www.illuminati-news.com/071006a.htm
It comes from a good source (ex CIA) and it covers what you’re talking about Steve and also Niki I saw that you talk about spiritual issues and more ‘bizarre’ issues, which are all covered on this site in a factual way, rather than speculative.
Mary x
Hi Maryy, that link you posted is from a chap called James Casbolt; his credibility is not as yet 100% and is being investigated currently. For a start, he is not available and is no-one can get a response from him. He does appear to be very knowledgeable about some things that he writes but he COULD have taken that information from other ‘credible’ sources and writing them as his own. The footage he has is under scrutiny (I am not saying that they are fake, just that they are being scrutinized and he is no longer around to answer important questions) It is suggested that he believes the information to be real but WHO gave him this (possible fake) information and why.
Anyway, I just think it’s best to not delve down the whole ‘alien wormhole’ for this topic as I don’t want further confusion to take place. Nothing has been proven about aliens and so until it is I think that subject is best left alone (or to toy with in your mind as ‘possible’) so lets stick with hard facts please.
Well Steve, I fully believe the ‘reptilian theory’ it is very widely believed all over the world and originates from Africa where ‘shapeshifting’ is recorded freely. People do also need to open their minds to the WHOLE truth, I mean where are these ‘leaders’ getting their power of mind control from?
Maryy, please, I am just asking you to please not confuse what is being discussed in threads that are about other things. Please could you start a new thread if you want to discuss aliens? That’s all I’m asking.
I agree that minds need to be open, but in my opinion, (although I believe it to be very ‘possible’) I have never seen one so I don’t want to discuss it, it leads to hysteria and confusion. When I see one, I will then go forth and speak about it. I see no point in preaching my ‘beliefs’ to others. I prefer hard facts that I can see with my own eyes.
I see what you mean. Okay, sorry x
Maryy: Something I would just quickly like to ask you keep your ‘open mind’ open to;
Could it be possible for someone from the ‘enemy’ to plant horror stories so extraordinary that the minds of their subjects not only become confused to it’s highest potential, but also in the process inject fear of the highest form? Some humans find nothing to fear in other humans, even if they are proven to be evil, but humans WILL fear something that is alien wouldn’t they? How could they even begin to fight that? Do you follow?
So, until I and my neighbours and family and friends, start talking about seeing aliens, then I have to assume it’s just another attempt to instill fear and torment into the minds of the people that are ever so slowly but surely beginning to see them for who they really are – perverted, greedy and quite frankly WEIRD cripples. That’s who we’re up against, not aliens!
There is this huge upsurge at the moment going on all over the world that the government are about to introduce alien species to us. Hmm, makes me wonder. Now they could have the best people ‘creating’ something that looks like an alien by either breeding different species (even humans with other animals?) or animals with other animals OR they could produce a robotic lifelike human couldn’t they? This would send us all running for the hills in panic. Then the government could pacify us with offers of ‘protection’ from this ‘alien species’. And so we give over what’s remaining of our rights in order for safety. EVEN THEN I wouldn’t believe it Maryy – until millions of this ‘species’ are walking along every high street would I believe it. The government are in deep shit and they need the ultimate scare tactic to win us over. Don’t fall for it. It is nothing more than a bunch of sick minded human men.
🙂 Oh Steve I’m loving you more and more!
I have been a spiritual being my whole life, I meditate deeply and I contemplate often. I have fully researched the ‘alien theory’ and whilst we have no definite proof for or against this theory, I just KNOW in my soul and in my heart that there is no evil in any other realm other than MAN. Whenever I drift beyond this realm (through meditation) it’s a beautiful experience full of pure love and light, there is no evil, not even a trace of doubt or fear – all of that is MAN MADE. I have no proof, other than my soul just knows that in that regard we are safe. It’s only from each other that we are not safe and it’s that what the government is doing such a good job of doing and just look around you, even on something as tiny as this website, it’s everywhere, we’re riddled with it.
I just hope and pray that those willing to risk everything to take down this evil that is controlling us, does manage to save us. Or the biggest trick in the history of the universe – that being, a few power crazed perverted individuals CAN take over the planet. Well they have already done it of sorts haven’t they? But whilst there are still people like you, there is still hope.
If anyone wants to find any worthy purpose in this life it would be to do your bit (however small) to help bring down the corrupt establishment. You can do that by simply removing some of your service and sending a letter to your government (that demands that they produce certain documents or your tax will NOT be paid, Believe it or not, you have the right to do that because the government works for YOU, if they renege on their side of the bargain, you are entitled to renege on YOURS, you WILL succeed in a court of law) BUT if you’re alone in doing this, it will just be brushed under the carpet so we must all stick together.
Youtube and all Internet: Of course it’s government controlled, and now Steve I see your point, you’re a star!! It makes perfect sense!! WHY is the internet RAMMED with alien pictures, footage & websites and stuff about the Illuminati?? When you try to post evidence of pedophilia in the establishment it is taken down immediately and if found you’re sent to jail!! Just think about it! They WANT us to know the about them being in secret societies like The Skull and Bones and the other satanic cults because if we know that, we fear them! They want us to fear them, but they don’t want us to know they are robbing and raping us blind! Sometimes the truth is right under your nose, the most obvious thing – I HAVE to keep reminding myself of this. Thanks guys! 🙂
Steve: I hear you and it does in fact make a lot more sense than what I thought. In fact, thee more I think of it, the more it makes sense of EVERYTHING! Yeah, I guess we are all to keep a more ‘rational’ mind on things – if it doesn’t make sense, then it’s probably a lie! I’m such a MUG :-/
Ha ha, this really got me thinking tonight, it makes much more sense than trying to piece together all these conspiracy theories, I have settled comfortably on the conclusion that the government plant this crap to build up the fear of them. Sure enough I just went onto youtube and typed in ‘illuminati and . . ‘ and it offers you lots of things like ‘ . . . and michael jackson’ and ‘aliens’ ‘hollow earth’ all that mad sh1t, basically everything including beyonce and lady gaga and very rap artist. BUT try typing in ‘illuminati and missing children’ or ‘illuminati and pedophila’ NOTHING!! Despite it being discussed in every aspect of illuminati conspiracy theories so if everything from aliens to beyonce is on there but nothing on pedophila, can only conclude that the government only allow what they want to allow on there.