Today is the day

If u can hold for just one day,.i have something really important that I want to say to all of u here,.but I will post my thoughts on my recent thread “Splinter’s case: is humanity or mankind hopeless?..” as the culmination, encompassing thoughts for the ultimate question.

Please,.stay just for one day, and read what i’ll have to say there. Thank you.

@dominiqueT: I am now.
I am now composing my message as I’m replying this.
I draw back my words, no you don’t have to wait until tomorrow.
just wait for approx. ONE more hour,..and you’ll see what I have to say.

and btw, I changed my mind: considering the importance and urgency of what I’m about to say about my ‘sudden revelations/thoughts’ here, I’ve decided to NOT only post in reply to my previous older thread (even though I just made this thread http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/splinters-case-is-humanity-and-mankind-hopeless/ just yesterday).

I will post in a new thread.
and it will probably be a bit harsh,…but who said that the Truth is all about goody-goody and touchy-feely good positive message?

I have decided that after reading Splinter’s case, although I have so many reasons to feel depressed, and even decided to commit suicide by next week, or next month,..I’ve decided to HONOR his ‘sacrifices’, his thoughts, and his ideas! instead of ‘viling’ his teachings by just choosing the *easier* way (this I will explain in my next post!).

and then, afterwards, if you’ve still decided to commit a suicide…then it means you’re already very solid on ur utmost decision,..and I will simply respect your decision, whatever the factors or thoughts you have that still make your suicide urge bigger than my next post.

But at least, please leave a reply to my next new post explaining *why* you still want to commit the suicide, so I”ll at least know why, and hence can also HONOR your reasonings,..and probably use it to DO or CREATE something, if all things goes bad, before I’ll die anyway eventually.

thank you.