Why would you want to end so young? Because I hate life…

  August 23rd, 2010 by LunaLayla

I get this stupid question all the frecken time. I’ve tried to kill myself more than ten times and people always ask this, “Why die so young?” “You’ve barley lived a day much less a life to end?” And so many more pointless questions. I first tried when I was thirteen to kill myself, I cut my arms so deep and in so many places that they had to do a blood transfusion. I was in treatment for ten months and now I am out but I still want to die. How easy it was to lie my way out of the stupid system. There’s these hooks that hang from the second story of the shop my dad owns and I have this chain dog collar, I want to do it, but part of me just wants to start high school and see how it goes, but then again, fuck my life as my old roommate had said. I mean being abuse, rapped, bullied, teased, tormented, stabbed, shot at, hated, losing my mom and step-dad, what would make me want to live?

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