I feel tremendous pain from you; not all of it of course, that would be impossible. You’re not leaving me much info to go on. You’re tired of all the BS and never-ending struggle that is life and want to check out. Been there, wanted to do that. Please tell me what your circumstances are that makes this your way out. What would you expect from a stranger to help you check out?
well heres the thing. im in love with people who will never care for me. and i feel so useless .so why be alive?
once a very smart person asked me..when i told her that i didnt want to live
Sorry for not resonding sooner. …..What did this smart person say when you told her you didn’t want to live?
I don’t know if it’s possible for you, financially or otherwise, to think about what you could be doing that would make yourself feel useful? Many people find successful relationships while pursing what makes them feel better. Would that make a difference?
Unless all motivation is gone; please consider your options carefully. Let me know how you’re doing? thanks
she just started to cry and said it was a strong thing to say.
it was the first time i met her, she´s still my shrink,
but like said,,, i am motivated sometimes.. i guess i need to find a second half. but whenever i find one i depend so much on that person. and that makes my life less… ME.. in a way of saying it. im not sure i make my self clear. but i depend on that person and forget about my goals. but heres the problem, in order to accomplish my goals.. i need TIME. something i dont have. so if i try to have a social life or some other life.. i cant. so why live when all i do is accomplish my goal.. which is to try and graduate and then work for a living. work all your life^? id rather die then
since im a freshman ,again, in my university. i feel like a loser
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Hey, Anonymous0
I feel tremendous pain from you; not all of it of course, that would be impossible. You’re not leaving me much info to go on. You’re tired of all the BS and never-ending struggle that is life and want to check out. Been there, wanted to do that. Please tell me what your circumstances are that makes this your way out. What would you expect from a stranger to help you check out?
I care. Please respond. thanks
well heres the thing. im in love with people who will never care for me. and i feel so useless .so why be alive?
once a very smart person asked me..when i told her that i didnt want to live
… so why keep on living?
Sorry for not resonding sooner. …..What did this smart person say when you told her you didn’t want to live?
I don’t know if it’s possible for you, financially or otherwise, to think about what you could be doing that would make yourself feel useful? Many people find successful relationships while pursing what makes them feel better. Would that make a difference?
Unless all motivation is gone; please consider your options carefully. Let me know how you’re doing? thanks
she just started to cry and said it was a strong thing to say.
it was the first time i met her, she´s still my shrink,
but like said,,, i am motivated sometimes.. i guess i need to find a second half. but whenever i find one i depend so much on that person. and that makes my life less… ME.. in a way of saying it. im not sure i make my self clear. but i depend on that person and forget about my goals. but heres the problem, in order to accomplish my goals.. i need TIME. something i dont have. so if i try to have a social life or some other life.. i cant. so why live when all i do is accomplish my goal.. which is to try and graduate and then work for a living. work all your life^? id rather die then
since im a freshman ,again, in my university. i feel like a loser