concerned

Hi,

I posted a while back called ‘mine to decide’. There were just one or two brief replies but one I notice was someone who is 12 called me3333 and hates their life. It made me sad and then worried that something I said would be having an effect on someone so young. I am 37 and physically ill. I can remember being 12 and also feeling a sense of dread at how long life was etc… But I did have some wonderful years after that that I would never have imagined possible  until I got sick and I wouldn’t have missed them for the world. I know I shouldn’t say that it’s ok for me to be feeling like this because I’m older but I think your brain has much greater potential when younger to make new pathways. I too was miserable when I was twelve but it didn’t last. It would have been awful if I’d died then and not have the memories I have now.But hey I wouldn’t have listened to anyone telling me what to do then! Noone understood and that was that! Anyway I don’t want to be a negative influence on someone so young. That’s the thing about suicide I suppose it affects everything and everyone around you. Anyway hope you’re ok me3333.

Tish.