My sister committed suicide, she was bipolar and she was a really beautiful soul. Now she is gone, the world is grey and cold. She possessed a magic that could light up peoples souls. She was intense and full of love. But this world crushed her, treated her like an enemy. I’ve been on one hell of a journey since her death. I hated her for leaving me, I even succumbed to thinking that she was mad at one point.Â
Everything fades except how she made me feel. How can I ever think bad about a person who filled up my soul with laughter and love? Â I now look at her photos, study her beautiful face, her deep kind eyes, and I read all our old emails and texts messages and they all make more and more sense to me with each passing day. She was an angel and our world killed her.
I know more now about bipolar and I can see there are similar minded people on this site, and I see a lot of you are grieving today for someone who is described as a beautiful person also in another thread. Please, we have to stop our world treating these people this way, they are the only glimmer of beauty in an ugly world, please lets not kill that off. It gives me some hope that these people even exists and we are NOT a lost cause. We have to somehow stop all these deaths and let these people grow and show us the way out of this hellhole society regime to make this world a place of love.
Sorry, rant over. I’m feeling very passionate about this. What kind of world have we got if the only ones that are respected, looked up to and listened to, are greedy, selfish ignorant egotistical people? I don’t want to live in a world like that!