I was recently diagnosed with AIDS (full blown AIDS not HIV). Through my experience I have decided that it would be best for me to die now rather than prolong my life while living in misery. It is my opinion that people diagnosed with AIDS should be given the choice to die peacefully instead of being forced to either take toxic meds to stay barely alive or die a painfull death. My doctor told me that that is my choice. Either take the meds and hope I get better or refuse and get sick, get treated and released, get sick, get treated and released…until I get too sick to get better. Then die. Why can’t I just skip it all and leave now?
I should be dead already. This is a real reason to die. People like me should be given the choice. I can no longer work a job that pays enough to live. Soon I will be homeless and alone. I will never know love again and will never be able to accomplish the things I would like. What is the point of continuing?
Even the doctors and counselors say that you do have a choice and that if you really want to die you can do it yourself. They encourage suicide as long as they don’t have to be involved. The problem with that is the only methods I have access to are not sure and many are violent. I do not want to hurt anyone else and I do not want it to fail.
I was considering the helium exit bag but I have read of too many failures and it seems that it doesn’t really work. I know there has to be a peacefull, dignified, sure fire way to die. I will find it.