It’s been forever since I posted anything on here. That may be due to my parents spazzing at me for looking at a website having ANYTHING to do with suicide, considering my condition at the time. But whatever, i’m back. I’ve missed you all lots and I can’t thank you enough. I’m not better or anything though. I still have my suicidal thoughts ALL the time and i’m still cutting although not nearly as often. But this site definitely gave me a relese that wasn’t harmful to myself. It allowed me to vent and express my feelings. I’ve met people who i’ve been able to relate to and people that i’ve been able to cry with and share stories with. I’ve met this one chick, most amazing person ever. She is the biggest thing of importance in my life and she means the world to me. I met her through this website a while back and although we’ve never met or anything, it feels like i’ve known her forever. I wish she lived closer to me though, because sometimes it’s not talking that i need, but more someone just to give me a hug or a shoulder to cry on. Someone who won’t question the reason behind your tears but someone who will forget the questions and just be there. Sooo yeahh, thanks Katie baby.
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your words seriously gave me goose bumps! And i would cry a little but im in school haha. I hate to hear that you cut yourself and think about suicide because even though i dont know you i care. I think its awesome that your able to admit you need that comfort cause when i need help im to scared to turn to anyone. I like to act strong when really im not. So i think its awesome you say it.