Hi Jenttar, I noticed your reply to niki on another post, I responded to you but it is waiting in moderation, so I thought I would post my reply just for you 🙂
Being suicidal doesnâ€™t always have anything to do with your circumstances, many wealthy people kill themselves. I think it depends on how realistic you are about life, weather youâ€™re poor or rich, if you are smart enough to to have a realistic view of what your future holds, and you donâ€™t like it, that can make you suicidal. Whilst I agree to a certain degree that we never really know what our future holds, I think it is some kind of defense mechanism that humans have created, another reason to ignore the obvious and believe in something â€˜magicalâ€™. Itâ€™s all about that â€˜hopeâ€™ thing that we all have until we are worn down to such a degree that we can no longer fool ourselves. Jenttar; that russian girl in the film you watched, although her life was mapped out to be shit, she still had some hope when she was in russia but she lost that hope when things got worse. The reason her opinion changed so dramatically about suicide is simply due to that fact that she could no longer count on â€˜hopeâ€™.