my brother passed away xactly one year ago. the day before he went into a coma i told him to kill himself we got in a physical fight and he choked me. I have been raped and have seen my mom overdose on depression pills before. any time my parents see im down theyll get mad at me. i have no friends. I have an abusive boyfriend who has choked me before hes also told me to stop crying about my stuff becuase i just try to get attention. he also told me to go get gropped. do i stay here for my family or leave.