my brother passed away xactly one year ago. the day before he went into a coma i told him to kill himself we got in a physical fight and he choked me. I have been raped and have seen my mom overdose on depression pills before. any time my parents see im down theyll get mad at me. i have no friends. I have an abusive boyfriend who has choked me before hes also told me to stop crying about my stuff becuase i just try to get attention. he also told me to go get gropped. do i stay here for my family or leave.
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Why did you tell your brother to kill himself? What started the fights with your boyfriend?
he was a big drug user. he snapped on me because i had my door locked and i called him a peice of shit he hit me and choked me up against the couch and i told him to kill himself.
my boyfriend choked me becuase he was insecure about him self and at a party i was talking to other guy friends
I have no idea what to tell you. I don’t know if you were asking for it or what. From the sounds of it though, it looks like your sugar coating your role in all this. I do know that you wouldn’t be putting up with all this if you didn’t have to.
I’m 12 and thinking about suicide!!!! This fucking sucks
That’s not a very helpful answer alluvion. Honey if you’re having that sort of trouble find somewhere else to live, if you can, and ditch the boyfriend. As for your brother you didn’t make him do it, not really, and if he survives you can apologise and try to make up with him. That’s the best advice I can give atm…
The only thing that’s really helpful is the truth, everything else is just bullshit.
Me3333: Don’t you have like 3 or 4 other posts? We know from them that you are 12 and suicidal, you don’t have to scream it at people. 🙁
Gah I’m not saying she’s an innocent party, and I’m well aware these kind of things are often a two way street… in that sometimes everyone’s at fault…
But you know it could also be that what she’s saying is the truth; that she’s been victimised, traumatised and abused. But in this world no one’s an angel, so to speak. We’re all human and humans suck…
Oh god I just realised my mistake, I’m so very sorry! You know when you’re always this seriously overtired your brain gets into a kind of perpetual fog and sometimes you don’t make the connections that are there staring you right in the face, or you just miss things that are downright obvious…
But anyways my family situation wasn’t good either sweetie and I was soo completely estranged from them that even when my mum, three of my grandparents, an uncle and my dad passed away I wasn’t there to be with them. As for those who are left, well, I’m utterly dead to them. So you can probably imagine how the amount of guilt, grief and loss I feel is sometimes almost overwhelming. So for what it’s worth I feel for you and understand your pain, I really do. Okay take care, peace!!! U_U
@ryski: LEAVE.
leave your family. it’s the best decision you will make in your life.
Yes leave your family, sometimes it’s the best thing to do…