I asked him to lick my back passage and he refused, yet he does this with whores all the time!  I don’t actually want him to do it but him refusing just proves that I am less than a whore to him, always have been. It was just a test, and now I know. I want to find the messiest death possible so that the bastard has to clean it up.
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If you are looking for the messiest death possible, one that will be most punishing to “the bastard”, then it would probably be the Japanese ritual of Seppuku, in which you cut out your own intestines.
~Mad Vulcan
Have you ever seen the movie Summer of Sam? Well there is a character in this movie that is married to the most beautiful and caring woman in the entire film. He loves this woman very much. However, he is perpetually unfaithful to her. It is revealed the reason for this is because he isn’t comfortable being sexually adventurous with his wife because he thinks it’s a sin and feels shame that his desires are perverse and would degrade this beautiful woman that he loves very deeply. So he is forced to continue his sexual exploits with other women while his wife is left frustrated and feeling worthless. Just a thought…
Not that it makes you feel better, but maybe it helps to exsplian?
I agree with the above poster. This has nothing to do with you. Prostitutes are really kinky and will do almost anything in bed for money. They probably get him off more because he views them as mere ‘objects’ rather than people. This isn’t right, but at the same time it means that at least he respects you enough not to view you this way. I must say that i like to get nasty with my boyfriend, maybe you are too prude for him and need to lighten up in the bedroom. Men like a variety of women, and a variety of sex with them. Some like to have the nice house wife at home while they go out and band the dirty kinky girls. But if he is cheating on you you need to stay away from him because you can get a STD from him if he’s sleeping with prostitutes.