yesterday i wrote my story on here. why i want to go, how far i consierd it and so on. and i find it weird today, its october and 70 degrees outside, beautiful and sunny and all i can think about is how much i’ll miss the warm feeling and the colors of a day like this after i go to sleep..i think i need to talk to someone. anyone. but im scared to. if i tell my friends they might leave me, if i tell my parents they might send me to the nut house. if i tell my boyfriend..idk what would happen then. i dont know who to talk to anymore and who i can trust. ive always had trust issues but theyve grown to now i only trust 3 people. and none of them are adults.
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Hey, I commented on your last post. God is the one you can trust. Why don’t you try going to a church nearby?
“For he has not despised or disdained the suffering of the afflicted one; He has not hidden his face from him but has listened to his cry for help.†(Psalm 22:24)
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” (John 14:27)
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Scripture isn’t gonna help. Might as well read some poetry for good measure on that.
For someone to talk to, if there’s no one in your life whom you can trust, find a stranger. Go to a coffee shop, sit at the bus stop, go to a movie alone, anything. Find another person who seems lonely. They’re everywhere. Don’t blurt out that you’re suicidal, just strike up a conversation. I only suggest this because you are clearly asking for help as opposed to asking for help to kill yourself. So it seems that you’d rather get help than die. You owe yourself that chance. Try it. I make no guarantees. I just know that many times in my life, a complete stranger has made me feel better in dark times.
Worst case scenario is you end up being your own friend. I personally find solitude more comforting as I get older. Society says it’s weird to be that way, fuck society. You sound like you wanna live. So save yourself. Nothing left to lose is there?
All else fails, listen to some Bjork.