any point to continue? I think I’ve set myself up for too much and have a hard time continuing, glad I found this site and am able to read, at least, that others have problems too, very difficult……..I think I f@c$%d up my life so bad that there is not a lot of hope for me, I want to be married, children, etc. but I’ve screwed up, don’t know if it’s possible for me……I’m in a very lonely place, I hate this feeling, I don’t want to be alone forever, but have a hard time getting things right in relationship and I’m getting older so maybe no chance for me….so is only thing I can do is get old alone! oh,,,,I’m a guy….but yes I still want to have a wife and kids who I love, and love me.l…..but I screwed up royal in earlier years. now paying for it, don’t know if family is possible now, don’t know if it’s all possible, girlfriend doesn’t know why I can’t commit, don’t know what to live for now…..no hope…..I know it sounds pathetic, it’s good to let it out…..any hope?