Church

Church is a shithole where stupid-ass pricks think they can go and pretend like they are saints and they can’t take shit from anyone. They love exploiting peoples weaknesses and saying things like,” Oh!!! That is very sinful of you, if you don’t stop, you will go to hell. People scare believers so they can believe the bullshit. I hate going and church believes in dusty old books that everyone should make a new edition and stop reading the crappy old one. I feel like burning down my church and everyone who makes it out alive, shoot them in the face. I want to slaughter them all and make a massacre, because I am so angry at it. My childhood has been ruined, since I have never had a b-day party that’s also adapted to my age. I remember one time when I was 9, we were at a brothers’ house and my mom got me a present. It was a cheap remote-control car. I hated it, since it was cheap, but I liked that my mom was thoughtful enough to buy me that on that holiday and I felt like an asshole for getting angry that it was cheap, but that was the closest to a good birthday party. It also made me feel like crying because my mom gave it to me, but still I was acting spoiled, because I hated it. Now, church only makes me suffer, I hate going, my dad forces me to go there even though it doesn’t do me any good to go there. My dad kisses ass and what pisses me off even more is every time I get pissed off at him, he gives me $20 to keep me from bashing his head in and that makes me angrier. I dislike him so much. I want to shoot him dead, but he never takes what I say into regard, and he says he wants me to talk more, but he doesn’t listen to me, so fuck him. I wish I could leave that fucking church, because it’s driving me nuts. I want to be left alone, playing video games, and nothing else, but there’s always a fucking problem with everything which screws it up for me. God… Fuck you up your fucking asshole. Why do you fucking taunt me… Just kill me already dipshit.