i constantly find my self hating everyone around me. i pick everything apart until there is no body i like, and i turn myself into a very bitter person. but do i just hate them because they have somthing i dont have? do i just have such a gelous personality that if someone is better/more liked/prettier than me i hate them to pieces. i am a monster. oh my god!
at the moment 2 f my best friends barely talk to me because there so pre-occupied with this other girl they’ve both decided they love all of a sudden… she had no friends last year, and now its like shes always been the fukcing wickedest person around. i hate her for taking my friends… but is that not just my problem for being less interesting and fun than her? i miss my friends. im a fucking shit and i think in reality the only person i really hate is myself, its just easier to pretend that i hate everyone else because i dont have to look at them in the mirror every night.