I’m 53 years old and just can’t take the pain anymore. No job, getting evicted cause I pay my rent late each month, but have NEVER been 30 days late! Someone that I love with all my heart has thrown me away and married someone he was seeing at the same time he was seeing me for the past 3 years. Sexually abused from the time I was 6 until I was 14. Have 2 failed marriages behind me. First marriage was 10 years and second was for 16 but with him for 21. Just so tired of being rejected. Feel hopeless and just want to die. I’ve suffered depression all of my life and now with no job and no insurance I have had to stop taking my medication cause I don’t have the money to pay for it. Just can’t cope anymore….