Lately things have been looking up for me. But I’ve been so lonely. I mean I have people to talk to, but when I talk to them all they want to talk about is their problems. How everything in their life is so important and life or death for them. I understand how for them, yah it is important, and I’ll listen to them, I always do, but sometimes you just need to talk about your own issues and have somebody to sit and listen to you. And right now that’s what I need. But when I even try to bring up something I wanna talk about, people just brush it off and start talking about their own problems again. I’ve even had a friend of mine get mad at me, saying I was being self centered for wanting to talk about myself. It just hurts that I have nobody I can talk to. It hurts so much and it’s starting to get the better of me. I’m bitter now and can’t take anything anyone says seriously anymore. I’m pushing people away and that makes the loneliness that much worse. I just, have never felt so alone.