Lately things have been looking up for me. But I’ve been so lonely. I mean I have people to talk to, but when I talk to them all they want to talk about is their problems. How everything in their life is so important and life or death for them. I understand how for them, yah it is important, and I’ll listen to them, I always do, but sometimes you just need to talk about your own issues and have somebody to sit and listen to you. And right now that’s what I need. But when I even try to bring up something I wanna talk about, people just brush it off and start talking about their own problems again. I’ve even had a friend of mine get mad at me, saying I was being self centered for wanting to talk about myself. It just hurts that I have nobody I can talk to. It hurts so much and it’s starting to get the better of me. I’m bitter now and can’t take anything anyone says seriously anymore. I’m pushing people away and that makes the loneliness that much worse. I just, have never felt so alone.
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I’m curious, how old are you? It’s 1:30am and I literally was just sitting up in bed thinking the same exact thing as you.
So talk people….tell me what’s wrong in your life and how you want to go about fixing it. Or do you need help. Now’s your chance.
I have the same feeling i’m a very good listener and often hear other people out and try to find solutions for their problems, when its my stuff they try to turn it back around to them, i think most people are self centered and like to talk about themselves thats why you always hear a good listener is rare, lol.