i can.t live annymore

how can i ,defend myself towards rich powerful ,peoples well the doctor i mean and then,d social services ,cut my lilte check of 537 dollars per months,i pay rent then not enough to buy the very food ,or supplement i need
i,m diabetic type 2.fibromyalgia,arthritis.high cholesterol,high blood pressure.anxiety ,i gotten morbid obese.edema.can,t walk nore do my every day lilte task,because of a doctors errors.i got peripheral neurophaty,multiple to make it worst its pains from hell.nerves of my gums died so i lost all my teeth s.hairs are falling a lot ,nails and skin problems ,insomnia,depress of course ,can work so not much to more ,,i lived a life a cruel abuse of all kind i though i was starting to feel better with the help of a friend but ,social services as cut my medications card now i cannot buy my medications that is keeping me alive,,took my check of 537 dollars per months away i bought a lilte bit of my meds,,and pay my rent so i,m broke now.and they,ll take my place to live away..my worst nightmares,all my life my father was alcooalic and beatted my mom almost to death.then a men ,mom got to live with was a pervert abuse kids a lot he trying to rape me and i told to my mom,,and then he said i,d pay 4 the rest of my life,which he was right and made my life a total hell.nothing goes right no matter how hard i try.and now i,m in the sreet with no money to live on,and nothing to help my illness wich are fatal,,so what the heck i do,,they know their rich and powerful that i cannot and i,m not strong enough to fight them,,,god i pray the truth comes out 4 a second time ,and i get to live in a lilte house in the woods,i,m so ashamed what the illnesses made me look like.