when suddenly there’s a thick brick wall between you and the one you usually could talk to. when suddenly you could not enter your sacred sanctuary anymore. hold on,buck up, i tried and i’m tired. looking back, what you said back then seems to be nothing now. maybe it’s my mistake i fall for you. and it’s certainly a mistake telling you that. i know. you’re very special to me. i wish when i told you i just want to let it all out,want you to know, i wish that was the truth. i try to believe that, that is the truth. but i’m just telling myself that so i could be strong. i was wrong. “20 years of bad decision,haven’t taught me much at all”
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i cannot relate to you i have no sanctuary i feel like if i try and explain what i feel i am a burden and they think im asking for pitty people say nything and everything to get people out of suicide attempts ive had friends try it on me i tell them i cant help them i wont talk them out i havent found my way out we are all in the stage were no one is believable but your own words everyone is against everyone and you are the target im not a counsler but if you wanna vent i will lend you an ear
I used to have one. and i change tht..biggest mistake. and i feel like a burden too..every words coming out from my mouth seems to be like an attempt for attention. i just want to express. i dont want it to grow in me.