I wish I could be a hero for once. Take a stand instead of saying I’m a do it real soon. Sometimes I wish I could be a cool kid, getting hugs by random girls, and have fun doing cool stuff. I wish I could have my first kiss. Have my first girlfriend. Get the girl of my dreams(Nycolle). But life can never be a fairytale and because of that I will never be remembered as someone great. Why can’t I get drafted at 15 years old instead of 18 years old so I can die for something greater. I don’t want to be that loser who took one too many pills or wanted to hang out but ended up hanging himself. I wanna high five everyone without being called fucked up names. I wish I could change everything in my life that I fucked up purposely or by mistake.