Im 17 and completly lost. My birthday isnt too far. My life isnt as hard as others might have it. Everythin in it is fine, but myself. I dont have a clue to why I often feel so alone and helpless. Even in the days that I wake up happy and feeling great: behind everything im feeling overhelmed. Im very emotional but I try my beat to control it. Ive overdose twice in my life but have failed only to make myself look stupid. I dont have many friends but the few I have i am grateful for. They know of my atempts to kill myself and try to auppoet me in any way possible. Every night I cry myself to sleep hopping and praying for some guidances, because I know others have it worse. Im confused and not sure what to do. My life isnt hell but having a beating heart is a bit hard to comprehen. Sry im not to great with my words as well as getting out how I feel. This is my first post….. But im considering havin my last birthday.