Hello I’ve been trying to find the most peaceful way to commit suicide for the past 5 months. Â I have read all the book’s by Derek Humphrys on euthanasia. Â Yes the first page of every book tells me not to read any further if I am depressed. Â Well who cares I am. Â Recap: Â 3 months ago I was sitting in my apartment sitting drinking a beer playing a video game(not a alchol abuser) Â and I was astonished by 3 local police officers at my apt telling me that I am under the states temp control and I have to go to a mental hospital because someone thought I may commit suicide. Â So I go to the hospital and get admitted to 2 weeks. Â While in there I went to groups and met witha Dr. Â everyday. Â Well 2 weeks later I got out and belived everything was going to be okay and to just give it time. Â Well here I am 3 months later and everything is not okay and im not fine. Â I can’t tell my dr how I feel or else he/she will feel obligated to put me back in the hospital. Â My life is horrible. Â I should have gone to college. Â My life is nothing at all. Â It all started with a break up of me and a gf. Â I screwed it all up. Â Cheated on her and treated her like crap. Â It’s all my fault, everything. Â Now I just want to start over. Â Is helium in the exit bag the easiest solution?