I was fake suicidal as a kid, but as I grew up, I began to see the world and really understand it, and also understand myself
I don’t have any useful skills, besides singing which is slowly fading because of my smoking addiction and my fat pressing up against my lungs.
so I know I wouldn’t survive on my own
yeah I’ve got pain, but not from traumatic events, it’s just my mind that’s been slowly turning into something hideous (I won’t go much further into that)
most of you would give up on suicide if you had a better life
but I don’t want a better life, I just don’t want any life at all
I just want to not exist
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I am just like you.
do you also think that humanity is the worst plague to befall Earth and imagine killing everyone you see and burning the whole world to ashes?
Actually, yes. Then I imagine regretting it.
~Mad Vulcan
can’t regret anything if you’re dead