I’ve never really done this before but i feel asif i have no other way of letting my feelings out, i am 17 years old and recently for the past month or more i have been feeling asif i dont want to be here anymore i feel asif no one out there cares for me at all in the past i have tried suicide and almost worked one time i took an overdose. But recently i carnt trust no one i dont know what to do. 3 weeks ago i got raped, and drugs forced onto me and i couldnt do a think. i have been so frightend to speak out before and so scared of what people think of me because i feel asif ive let everyone down, but it will happen again i know the person who did it, it is a family member and i cannot stop it from happening again can someone please help me i have no idea what to do please help me!.
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You need to seek help from a professional, and the police. They will look after you, I promise
Look, suicide is Not the answer myself im a survivor from a attempt, Dont do it, i can help you out as much as i can, but like roywalker said You have to talk to the police, and goto the hospital, its okay, you need to do it for yourself, look i you have a myspace add me and talk to me on there okay! myspace.com/markh12405, i will help you out and support you if you just want someone to talk to message me
It’s not your fault, you need to keep telling yourself that until you believe it. But the police usually prefer to believe women are lying whores and everybody blames the victim — at least that’s been my experience and every woman’s I’ve ever personally known.
Stay in school, even if that sounds impossible. Girls who run away or don’t graduate are fair game for worse than what you’re going through right now and you’ll be done with school in just a few months. About your abuser — notice the pattern, when he has opportunity to be alone with you, and make sure you’re not alone!! Unfortunately, you didn’t really give enough details so anybody could offer any better advice than that… a rape crisis councilor could probably help with your situation and they’re really good about making sure they don’t do anything which is only going to make things worse for you. Good luck, stay strong!
Hey how you doing today? Hope everything is sorta okay.
Have you called a rape crises hotline? Those folks can offer good advice, if anyone can.
Ah, I meant a hotline which is affiliated with a rape crisis center in your area.
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