I am so angry at God. I have failed in so many ways I see no hope. I’ve lost my dreams, my desires; I don’t care to see anyone and I’m ashamed I’ve let loved ones down. I pray to God to strike me down!! I am the walking dead and will gladly die so that someone else may live. I HATE.
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I feel just like you, i’m a friendly zombie but a zombie nonetheless, i actually looked into donating organs like my heart and some other organs but they won’t take them from a live patient =/
I would love to save someone else that cherishes life and is innocent and sacrifice myself but i won’t get that opportunity.
Last thing, i notice alot of people on here that feel bad and are very depressed but i feel unless you have some sort of permanent physical damage to which makes you want to die you have the chance to change.
the mind is a very powerful tool your thoughts can change, if you can manage to imagine what makes you happy and do that then do it! you have nothing to lose right?
I hope you find happiness no matter what your decision.
It’s not too late, just make the best out of the situation and make up to the people you love and yourself. They don’t deserve a suicide, they deserve that you fix whatever problems you’ve started. And you owe it to yourself to live your life with all the possibilities of the future.
im here for anyone if they want to talk