i decided i have no other choice…friday night is the night. i just think that maybe its my time to go home now. since this home was anything but welcoming maybe my home in heaven will be more happy and wonderful. i do love my parents and my friends and my boyfriend but they dont understand. ive thought a lot about this and i have no other way out..im a burden to my family and a pain to others. this will make everyone happy im sure of it. now all i have to think about it how and where.