Rest in Peace

i just want to escape from it all… escape my mind, my body, my life… i feel useless to all… as i feel the blade cutting through my veins, i can feel the the liquids dripping down my arm… i can almost smell the blood.. i can almost taste my tears running though my face… i can feel my eyes shutting down unwittingly. trying to stay awake as much as i can, so i can feel the pain that i have enflicted onto you.. now that this is happening you can lay to rest in peace!!