all i ever do is try and make people love me i get into the most absord relationships every guy i ever date cheats on me or leaves me for a stupid reason the first guy i fell inlove with left me beacuse i kept calling him freaked out because i was raped absord i know and im the idiot the newest love of my life ive been with for almost 3yrs now hes cheated on me more than 9 times with internet dating lines i hate it i feel worthless we have a beautiful daughter who will soon turn a year old and what upsets me more than anything is he cheated through my pregnancy and after didnt realize he loved us till i cheated and left gave hom a taste of his own medicine there are alot more crap in my life that goes on but this is one of the recent things i dont know how i could ever forgive him we are tryong to work things out but the trust is gone i cant look at him the way i usto anymore hes emotionless i spend my nights drinking and crying myself to sleep with him not even knowing he will wake up in the nights and hear me say wahts wrong before i can answer hes back asleep im of no importance to him or my family i wish i could be someones god
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I’m going to take a guess and say that this entry was keyed in while you weren’t entirely in control of all of your faculties. There are ways to resolve each of the actual problems that you encounter. However I’m afraid you’ll likely find as you become increasingly adept at solving your problems you simply develop your ability to seek problems out. It’s a wonderful characteristic of the human mind that drives some of us to greatness and many many more of us to misery and madness.