i posted awhile back, not much has changed.
i’m seriously considering calling the suicide hotline tonight, can’t decide tho, i’m nervous /;
i can sum up my problems in a nut shell: self injury, EXTREME anxiety, paranoia, haunted past, things i cant get over, depression that always lingers, and suicidal thoughts and tendancies.
just wanted to say i’m still alive…and i made it to my 17th bday, which was 3 days after my original post on Aug 24.
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things are going pretty well besides small boyfriend troubles, i should be HAPPY! /;
The hotline folks tend to be super nice. They’ve been of help to me a number of times before.
I will just tell you that I spoke to them once – when I was real close to ending it (about a few steps away). The lady I spoke to made me feel like I wasn’t crazy to feel the way I did. She seemed to get why I was so desperate, and it made me just wait…just long enough to see what would happen next. I wanted to tell you that I’m so glad that you did the same. Keep fighting. The fact that you are still here is wonderful.
everyone i see on here is so young. at that age i was as happy as i ever could be! now at age 22 my life has done nothing but go down hill! im sry your feeling this way…idk wat to tell you but at the fact that your really young and i would like u to change it at the age u are now and get some real help b4 its too late like with me for instants!