I sat here for thirty minutes trying to think of the perfect note to write. The perfect way to say my peace. I came up with nothing. There is honestly nothing left to say. I will kill myself tonight on October 19, 2010. All because of what happened October 16, 2010. I’m so sorry Monti. I love you.
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Jeez I hope you’re still there to read this misunderstood. Maybe if you could tell someone then there would have been an answer. I know things are hard and you lose all your strength when life gets you down. I’m going against my better judgment here and leaving my email address…scammers and spammers…please have a heart and leave me alone. amjulie@gmail.com. I’ll hear you! XXX
What made you suicidal?
What happened on the 16th?