General by pxckll 11/10/2010 written by pxckll 11/10/2010 I’ve been wishing i was dead for as long as i can remember. i tried drowning, but i panicked. obviously i havent died yet. i was too scared to die. i’m not anymore. i’m going to do it this time. fuck what anybody says! i’m still gonna do it. 6 comments 0 Email Related posts A good night… 1/21/2022 its too much 1/20/2022 Powerful post 1/20/2022 Depression and Homelessness 1/20/2022 Me, me, me 1/20/2022 The Search 1/19/2022 Support flag <3 haven't noticed any members lately 1/19/2022 Tired 1/19/2022 I have a personality 1/19/2022 Just a random post 1/19/2022 6 comments LindseyDawn 11/10/2010 - 2:06 pm Would you like to tell someone your story first? Spend some time with me. Leave me your legacy so that I may pass it on. What’s it going to hurt to wait a little more time? Mrslindseylambert@gmail.com Log in to Reply LindseyDawn 11/10/2010 - 4:14 pm Still looking to hear from you. Still caring about why you feel you have no other choice. I won’t lecture you or preach to you. I just want to spend some time with you. email@example.com Log in to Reply blood doll suicide hand 11/10/2010 - 4:43 pm to the after life Log in to Reply blood doll suicide hand 11/10/2010 - 8:10 pm for as long as i can remember i didnt like life i hated the thought concept and the reason i never changed much there but ecuses for lifestyle led to Outing i didnt like life and wanted to die came later leading to i hate life i wanna die to i hate no no n on on o nononono no no no no till like 19 all i said no hi do youever go out…? no do you brush your teeth i stinks… no do you even care about your life?r full of shit you hate life and you never do shit whats your self….? no do you like life? do you like being alive…? no are you suicidal….? no liar i know your full of shit you hate life and you never do shit whats your problem? im fat led to fucked. abuse? …..abuse?…..who hit you? no…… whatever bye. i never met the requirments to die easy i was a chosen character to die…..Daniel Robinson if you read the bible the boy daniel was thrown or lead into a lion pit and alota people said dont name that to your child after the stoy in the biblical records olng with writen biblr a few said a chance daniel lived. me in a human pit i would die lions pit fucked… point im suicidal long term supportive. i thank you to know that and say sorry i forgot people really do like the angle of death and the shot of rush from a suicidal night on daniels night under god angle light shine moon dead as fuck doing drugs smoking like our chimney and kicken smell like a damn dumpster. fffddf add the k’s if you truely like or love suicde till death do us part born to die live to suffer. tourture as the permanent reaction to death and threat limit to minimal if i wanna id rather. fuck rules getting me rapped bastard fuck shit damnbn oh shit i for got dont forget i leant when i was 14 suicide is watched by the military for homeland and civil homicidal threat and i swear they watch so the hospitals can have records if they choose so remember be american god bless america and bless death due us part as a comeitment to your physical held life. due in part die in chaleng or in freedo(n)m? or go to a shity ass country if you can handle it and die there i guess therre not gonna mind i ate puke once off the floor i was 19 death a grand and homo desighn like ass munkey stuffsht n night i think it will be while i canot be firm. loose bloodless mess. wheres th blood in the stomache open it. eor give i a good lick and stick. munkeyz are in my brain telling me im on a jewisch holcaust reality shaow. im f888ed and mentalyy not all great a huffer since 15! acomplishments. nuetrilize the threat daniel neded to be shot in the munkey botom and tailed through georgia… gerotioe i dont know/ anytime life seems like shit look question aware defend reaxamin and eliminate threat hostile illimation due to aware exume hostile si suicideal theat down… gieel fjhlghgeawoigfwhauuerrrrrrrrrwoi4444444444444444hhhhhhhh dkdfjojfiesohjjfgoi i write howi type i think its a mental disorder bye Log in to Reply GoingUp2Down 11/10/2010 - 8:32 pm Best of wishes, pxckll. Log in to Reply pxckll 11/11/2010 - 1:41 pm thanks. i need all the luck i can get. i’ve suffered since i was 8 years old. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.