My aut had got me and my brother out of school early. We had pulled up to my other aunts house and thare we tons of cars thare. Not knowing I went inside and they were all crying. My aunt sherry hD explains it like this: um yesterday afternoon your dad has comettied suicide. My brother instantly broke down I didn’t believe it until it hit me right in the face. He’s gone. She continued today we couldn’t find him and he was a forensic sicentest so the had a tracking device in his phone and they found him by the missippi river. He exited my stepmom : I love u. And that’s the last. Also she said he did it with a gun and when ever kids at my school pretend to kill them seves imagery with a gun and I take it seriously. I miss him forever
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Chances are he loved you as much as you loved him. He’s gone physically, but not from your heart. Soon enough, when your time comes, you’ll meet him again. This time, you’ll be able to scold him, though!
Best of wishes through your hard times, Emily101. I’m sorry to hear of your loss.
I’m so very sorry, Emily. This is a deep wound, and yes, you will always carry it with you, in one way or another. Please do know that as the last commenter said, your father did love you. Many people who kill themselves believe that their family and loved ones are better off without them. Please don’t think that he didn’t care about you. Certainly, he felt that he had no other options at the time and was in a great deal of pain himself.
I hope that you find some solace in nature, in art, in your friends. I hope that you find things that renew your faith in life, no matter how difficult this journey proves to be.
Very best to you.
A.