13 is my lucky number. saturday i had to clean the dishes. i ended up breaking a glass cup. i have a piece of it still. technically im not hurting myself because it doesnt hurt. i dont cut that deep though. 13 cuts let me know that my suffering will soon be over. its my sign of hope that my life is coming to an end really soon. i dont have my own computer at home, so i just use the one at school. otherwise i’d post something every day. my email is email@example.com if anyone cares. i have an unexplainable hurt and hatrid in my heart. i can feel my life shatter before me.