The hard times seem to get harder and the good times never seem to get better… I have hope some days but that hope doesnt ever carry over to the days where I need it the most. I wish I could save some of that hope and happiness from the good days and use it when I just want to give up.  I wish pulling myself out of this damn slump was as easy as it was to fall into it. Lifting my head up and carrying on seems easy when said but doing it is the hardest thing imaginable. I never thought I’d end up being the girl who would rather be alone than be in the presence of anyone. I used to have it all and now Id rather just curl up in a ball and not be seen by anyone. All I want is for these feelings to go away and stop ruining my once perfect life. Will I ever go back to being on top of the world, care-free, loving, always smiling… I wish I had the answer.
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the grass can’t stay green without the rain, right? you’ll get there again. and you’ll appreciate it so much more for having overcome all of this.
it gets better. 🙂 hope you have a good thanksgiving.
thank you… i just feel like all of it will never get better.. it seems like everyone is on here has been in therapy for so long and it all just continues to be shitty.. idk. my hope is withering away… im a little late but hope you had a good thanksgiving too!