Ok, this will probably be my last post before I do the deed. I only have one final question. I’ve been making videos outlining my last will, and reasons as to why I’m going to do what I’m going to do for my family. The only thing that’s holding me back is my mother. We’ve always shared a powerful connection, and to put it bluntly, I wouldn’t just be killing myself, I’d pretty much be doing the same thing to her. I’m not going to leave this world without trying to explain and soften the blow of my actions to her. Any ideas what I can say to make it easier for her? I’ve put in the video that this is my decision, there’s nothing she could have done to change it, because I’m truly happy about it. Thanks for your time guys.
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well, does your mother actually know you are sick and have many problem, or is she completely in the dark on this? Because if so I was going to suggest letting her know how much pain it was causing you (if this is the case) and that this was an action to finally relieve this pain so you no longer need to suffer, if she COULD understand like a good hearted person could, that this is
the best way to release what you are feeling then, go for it! If this was me, I really honestly don’t know what I could say to her, I’ve always had a neutral aspect of my mother, from keeping myself isolated from everyone for so damn long. If your mother loves you dearly, then hopefully she will understand that there is no other option for help. I really don’t know what else to say, but I hope it all works out for you in the end, and for your mother.
Malfeitor,
I am a mother, and the death of your child does kill you. So, thank about it longer. Give it 7 more days. Spend those 7 days talking to me. I lost my daughter 2 years ago. I will not guilt you, I will not lecture you. I just want to listen to you, and share my feelings of loss. Please… for your mother whom you obviously love.
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Let her know what you’re going through. Give her the chance to help you. Maybe she’ll change your mind. Who knows? No one. So give it a try. If not, best of wishes to you and..SuicideProject bless!
Sandman, what can I say. There is no love like a mothers love and it doesn’t matter if you 5 or 55 they will love and worry about u just as much. I cannot say what its like to loose a child and I pray to god that I will never have to know what that feels like, I can’t even imagine what its like.
But I do know what its like to loose a loved one from suicide and seen first hand the affect its had on her mother….and there is no words to describe her grief. Every person who’s life you’ve touched will be affected by your passing if u choose that path.
I am so sorry that you are in pain and want to end your life….like one of the other posters said, why not have a talk to mum and tell her about your pain and let her try and help u or get u the help u desperately need.
Go to a Suvivors of Suicide website and see the affects of a mothers grief.
I wish u hope and peace in your life XX